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Last Post...

2006-07-14T20:25:00.000+08:00

Last Post...

Yo to all my readers of xigua bloggie... some bad news tat i have to share with u all!!! i will not be updating this bloggie anymore and have moved to a new one!! frenz who wanna noe my new address juz sms me ba... but plz dun give to others! was hoping to keep my new bloggie a private one! thank thanks...

Actually i feel like closing down this bloggie but i realli can't bear to change its kawaii bloggie address and all my archieves! it hold too much memories for me to juz delete it away.. hence i decided to juz start a new one and keep this!! :) will come back off n on to see this sweet sweet blog of mine... pple can still tag my tagbox ah! i will get back to u all...

the reason y??!! some personel reasons which i tink is not convenient to say out there!! sorri...i guess i juz crave for some private space ba!! :) nevertheless... thanks for all my readers' support all this while!!

Take Care...
God Bless....

Turning Point of my Life...

2006-07-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

Turning Point of my Life...

HAHA yes wee wee... i here with another update!!! Haha... my number 1 reader! :P

The events tat occured last week was definitely a turning point in my life! or should i say.. my career pathway!! YES i got the call from silkair to say i am one of the 40 gals that been selected to make up this june/july 2006 intake!! think no words can never describe my feelings when i saw silkair's office number on my hp!! tears juz rolled down when i put down the phone..they were more of tears of relief than joy! LOLZ!!! i was in sheer agony and totally restless the whole morn and early afternoon till they called ard 2.30 pm plus! sighz...silkair seems to be toying me lehz!! i still have a medical checkup to clear and if everything goes smoothly, i can start training in mid sept! excited...

Hmmm i think i gave lots of pple the impression that i DIE DIE must go SIA! some of my frenz said i would be happier if the contract offered is from SIA! YES i dun deny tat i would be overjoyed if it is from SIA but i realize i am equally happy that i manage to be with silkair! these months of trying and waiting... waiting and trying made me very tired and i am juz more than glad tat my efforts are paid off!! no matter what airlines interviews it may be...it is mentally, emotionally and physically draining!! i had once felt that i hit rock bottom in feb/march but i manage to pull myself up to get what i have now! suddenly feel life can be so happening... lolz.. so happening that it can tire me out yet enjoying every moment of it!! SO...i am REALLY contented and grateful for getting in silkair! this is a gift from God that i will always treasure... :)

To my partner in crime >> Dun give up ah! i believe u have what it takes!! juz try and cherish every chance... i will be right behind u pushing u on! jia you...

HAHA...happy! there are lots of happy stuff tat happen to me!! first of all, me manage to start my running routine again! been running my ten rounds the past few weeks...and guess what?!! last week i manage to clear 15 rounds and juz now...i ran 20 rounds ard the track at Toa Payoh Stadium! i think i am NUTS but was really in the mood to run! well conclusion...Tao Payoh is a cool place to exercise!! lolz.. and now my legz are kind of wobbly liao! sighz trying to reduce my weight to 47 kg...ah ah ah...

Secondly...finally have the long-awaited or shd i say delayed sentosa getaway on sat!! attendence list includes me, dearie, joanne, wee and emily!! though din have the chance to cycle ard the beach, had fun playing volleyball and i can wear my bikini! evil luff!! oh then there was this stuff from sentosa tat go ard taking pic of frenz that visit sentosa...he requested to take a photo of us! we agreed.. then he said can he take another!! hehe..he say i look bubbly hence tell me to do smting outrageous or a unique gesture so he can take another pic of us! pengz...i was so paiseh so i say natural is the best! LOLZ..though i noe he is juz saying it to get us to buy the pic later, i was still flattered! lolz..i am a easily satisfied ger!

i juz hope my life can be filled with happy moments all the way but it is impossible!! we must have downs to tell what are ups!! sad moments juz make us treasure happy moments more...hence i really treasure what i have now! i am a lucky person...

Thanks God from the bottom of my heart... :)

After SO Long...

2006-07-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

After SO Long...

Yes i am back! *claps claps* after such a long long break from blogging, i supposed is time to let the world noe i am still alive n kicking! honestly, my life had never been so exciting for the past one month or so! So many things happen tat i really should have blogged but guess the laziness juz cling on to me like a koala bear to a tree?!! haha...or maybe bees to honey?!! wuhaha what am i toking?! crazy le...

i juz got back from SIA interview and guess what...sweats i din even pass the first round! sighz...i knew it when i entered the room! i was freaking nervous and restless...i think i been restless since last night!! and what made me sick is tat my pharmacu head called me juz before the interview! sux...she discovered my absense at work!! sighz i was still hoping i could get away with it without applying for leave! guess god is fair...he wun help sinners like me! and yes i got kicked out!! i wun find excuses for myself and i can onli say i did badly and i was half hearted! no more comments!! BUT i wun allow this to repeat again!! Tuesday i am going all the way!! and i believe my partner in crime (i wun wan to state her name here coz i dun think she wan pple to noe!) will go along with me! yes we are going to wear that green ketupat! wuhaha... HUGGIEZ...

thanks to all my pals to sms me to wish me all the best! thanks for ur messages and endless encouragement! u all really had been my pillar of support! thanks!!! :) esp wee n rowie! u 2 gers were there all e way... cheers to u both!

well enough about airlines and stuff...i still have a pharmacy life! LOLZ...yes i am a confirmed staff with SGH liao! i was confirmed on the 20th june...but i haven't get my staff card! ah waiting for it to get discounts!! wuhaha!! really enjoyed working at SOC esp basement pharmacy! sighz i'm a little sad tat i am now based at level one instead but i will try to get back down! i dunno y i juz like B1! guess qi qi will understand y! is juz the environment and the pple! haha i juz love the head of B1..xiaofen! i guess i got along with xiao fen than ms tan! sweats!!

Meet lots of pple and some of my colleagues had became my close frenz! i guess if i really leave sgh i will miss them for sure! i will miss the pple and not really the work procedures! hmmm maybe the dispensing duties ba! lolz...i dunno y lehz! i am quite stressed out when i have dispensing slots and when i dun have, i will mumble tat i wanna go dispense! this is what wee will say "fan jian"! :p

To end off this entry, i juz like to say...I LOVE my dearie!! been an emotional uncertain period these pass one mth but i am settling down le! things become clearer and some things are made cleared! i can onli say sorri to him for the hurt and thanks to another for not doing anything (if he did plan to do smthing!) lolz!! confused my dear readers?! to be frank...i am a confused person! so plz forgive me...

HUGGIES to all...
Love, joy & Peace to the world... :)

Is a Wonderful Day

2006-06-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

Is a Wonderful World

Yes i am feeling great!! fantastic!! and i think von will feel the same way too!! :)what i am toking about?? haha is for me n some close frenz to noe and for u to guess!! sorri can't give details but juz believe me..i am having a great time of my life!! now is up to what next week will bring! i hope is good news!! praying hard for the call... >_<

Graduation ceremony sux which is nothing surprising to me!! wuhaha!! i din really wanna attend the ceremony from the beginning but was persuaded by wee n the rest! then a piece of mind from shiya!! sweats!! lolz...but the thing tat rox is i got to see my poly frenz! some of the guys enter army liao and they look almost close to hairless (lolz..) and much tanner! i have to say...guys shd look tan!! :P think tan guys are attractive but ironically, my dearie is quite fair! i think he is fairer than me! hmm...shd pull him to sentosa more often!??!!! hehe...

Simple Msg to my Darlings:

Von >> hope we can work tog for many years to come! u noe what i mean! *wink*

Wee >> Thanks for all ur support!!! must continue to give me confidence boost ah! :)

Yaya >> Can't wait to see u later in a few hours time!! juz love those meet-up sessions with u!! paiseh i always forgot ur anego! lolz...

Great Singapore Sales

2006-06-06T20:44:00.000+08:00

Great Singapore Sales

HAHA realli in the mood for sales!! i juz spend a bomb over the weekends!! went shopping with wee n gang ard central area and guess what i got?! Finally..i got my Forever 21 demin skirt! though it was not the one i initially wanted but it was one of my fav still! haha the price tag stated 63 bucks but due to the sales, i got it for 58 bucks! well was X but as long i'm happy, who cares right??!! lolz...

next went to cineleisure where i got myself a brown top for 15 bucks! haha i like the top though the msg on it is a little crude and cheezy! haha wee said the words dun fit my age..but nvm la!! haha i still young at heart..sweet 18! :p i can't really rem what the exact words r but i think it went smting like this: "I may not be great but some parts of me are awesome!" wuhaha corny huh?!! happy...wee got her second pair of working shoes le!! think the shoes are nice but i prefer the ones tat i was with her when she brought at bugis! haha coz i also play a part in choosin mehz!!

went to heeren and SHIT i really wanna buy a white working/outing bag! is onli 19.90 and it's nice but i really cannot spend any more le! or else i will be eating wind for the next few days before i got my next allowance from my mum! ah ah..can someone sponsor my shopping spree!?? this is when i hope i can fish a rich man then i can have a set of gold cards to shop!! wuhahaha juz kidding!!!

well the weekends always fly!! haha...now is the weekdays = working days! now i am working at retail pharmacy!!! coz SOC level one n basement one emerged for the week, they send over some patients to retail side hence soc also had to send staff over! me n a pharmacist went her for SOS! well at first i feel little huh in being sent over but luckily there is vonnie!! and after working 2 days there...i feel is okie!! maybe got used to the fast pace, plus i worked there before during my rotations! hope wed n thurs will be a breeze too!! hope thurs the PT test will be an easy one and all of us can pass!!! :)

Some personal tots...
think i sux in relationships!! i tot i am those kind tat can have a clear mind when thing get confusing but i guess i'm not! i ain't tat confident as i tot i am!! i am really tired of things when it comes to the matters of the heart! i feel i am at both the losing side and winning side of my present situations! i dun feel happy or sad!! maybe i should juz numb myself now...as time goes by, i might be better!! :)

What a Week!

2006-05-28T19:45:00.000+08:00

What a Week!

Yes..it had been a busy week..all the way to the end of the weekends!! first of all at work, i was supposed to be allocated at SOC level one but gotta send down back to basement one for dispensing training! and yes..i started to dispense liao and by the second i am doing it SOLO! haha...is not tat i am an expert in dispensing so i can do it on my own but coz i always choose those easy n short prescriptions to dispense! hehe...think after i have complete my research on more drugs then i will attempt those long tedious ones! well...if any there is any thing to be proud of, i attempt dispensing cardiac drugs le! LOLZ...

somehow dispensing made me have the urge to follow my studies in pharmacy line! sighz...i like the feeling of knowing all those drugs and talkin to patients about it! it juz seems so pro but i noe this is juz a passing feeling! think coz dispensing is a new thing to me so i would find it refreshing and interesting! perhaps after sometimei would grow out of it! LOLZ...no matter what, being a cabin crew member will be my ultimate goal! i will jia you de...

hmmm went gym with TWICE this week! haha and manage to use the track mill..happy!! healthy lifestyle sia!!! hmmm i wonder what's my weight now?!! there used to be a weighing machine at the gym but dunno who remove it! ah ah...now i am clueless about my weight! hope i din put on lehz! i wanna be 47 kg ah...be thin and sexy! LOLZ LOLZ...

during the weekends...sat went shopping with wee! happy...she got her working shoes, marcara and some facial products!! LOLZ..i got a garnier toner as it was on sales! hehe...is a gd buy! then in the evening went wil's place for dinner! we made gyoza (spelt like tat??) and my gyoza looks yucky! sighz...the final conclusion is tat i sux in cooking! i can never be a perfect housewife! hmm maybe i will be a perfect desperate housewife?!! haha duh..juz kidding! the gyoza tasted alright but i find it a little plain! hmm we should have bought vingear! sighz...

Sunday came and off to tony roma for work! it really feels nice to meet up with old frenz!! finally manage to do some catching up with liting and helva! one of my bestie pals at work!! known them for 3 over yrs liao! hehe..

might be going to MOS this coming fri with helan his frenz!! heard there is some kind of party at MOS and entry is free!! hmm wonder izzit true!!?? lolz...anyway helva will keep my update about it! can't wait if we are really going coz i never been to MOS! wil told me is a nice place to dance n simply chill out! ah ah looking forward!! then maybe sat will be going to sentosa with emily n gang!! sun is work at tony roma once again! LOLZ...next week will be yet another busy and exciting week! haha...

Horoscope...Do You Believe?

2006-05-25T02:18:00.000+08:00

Horoscope...Do You Believe?

Sighz having one of those sleepless nights once again!! actually was kinda of in the zzz-ing till i got rowie's sms! immediately i became alert again...LOLZ what can chit chat do to me! after tat my mum cooked some supper for my bro to eat coz he had overtime n reached home ard 1 am plus! being a glutton, i couldn't resist the food and ate quite a lot! sighz...now i am so bloated that i can't zzz! sighz...hopefully after blogging, the zzz bug will crawl in!

was browsing ard friendster and i came upon the Horoscope section!! This is what it wrote...

AQUARIUS

You know the ostrich that sticks its head in the sand? Don't let that be you today. Pull yourself out of your self-imposed fog and face the issues you've been avoiding. What you don't realize is that they are pretty darn tiny. These are not mountains -- they are molehills! To get rid of them, all you need to do is take a deep breath, look them in the eye and speak the truth. Like the Wicked Witch of the West, they'll dissolve instantly in a poof of smoke.

Hmmm wonder what would be the incident be??!! if what i am thinking what it is then i guess i will say the truth when i am asked!! no point hiding already! what that i tot was fun turned out little exhausting and frustrating!! i dunno what i wan...guess i lost touch of the game le! :( sighz...i jzu let time reveal everything!

Restless

2006-05-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

Me n My Restlessness

Sighz restless restless restless is all i had been feeling for the past week! guess i started out with the wrong mindset and attitude at Retail pharmacy ba!! from the start of work..i uz couldn't wait to knock off!! i kept looking at my watch every single hour...time seems to be crawling or shd i say stationary!!! tml will be moving on to SOC basement! hope things will be better but i think everything starts in the head! hopefully tml i will be more positive and next week will fly by!! Y can't time juz fly to june?! LOLz...crap!

Thanks dearie for the wonderful weekends! thanks for spendin Mother's day with my family!! u never fail to bring a smile to my face! though u juz left my place ard 6 pm...i am missing u soo soo much le! muackz...

Thanks yaya for the meet-up session on sat! wuhaha it was a weird timing to meet up but it was kinda of cool! guess i really have to get out of the hse and get some fresh air! oh by the way...i really like my new purse! the only thing tat makes me frown is tat my neocard can't fit in the pic pocket! sad but is okie..waiting for my bro to change the printer ink then i can print some pictures! hehe... and enjoy ur graduation tour to australia!! :) i shall wait patiently for ur return!!

Rowie my ger...all the best for ur examz preparations and examz! i noe u can do it de...anything can call me ah! :) i juz a phone call away...

Peanut.. PLZ PLZ take care ah!! haha hope to see u get well soon and get ready for June's interview! jia you...

Start Of A New Beginning!

2006-05-07T00:41:00.000+08:00

Start Of A New Beginning!

Is a start of a brand new beginning! Feel motivated...slowly getting back what i losr! got back the determination tat i left behind a few months ago! now i am training hard for what i lack in... and improving what i am good at!! LOLZ..suddenly feel the need to start making an effort to realize my dream! no more joking around liao! i juz hope my efforts would be paid off... Praying hard!!!

haha speaking of new start...i juz got a new handphone! FINALLY!! haha is a LG phone and a slide phone once again!! got it for 138 bucks with a 2 year plan!! happy happy...the model is S5200!! it looks like....

Nice??! kind of classy and i think it looks like von's one! LOLZ...initially i wanted to buy a flip phone but in da end settled with yet another slide phone! guess i juz have a soft spot for slide phones!! it has MP3 function, video, camera, bluetooth etc! haha i juz dl some songs into the phone liao! excited...

Wanna see my excited face... haha... there...

Juz kiddin!! this is a pic taken on monkey's kbox bday celebration! haha i look kinda of diff in this pic...maybe is the angle ba!! :P

Deep tots

2006-05-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

Deep Tots...

Been tinking a lot these few days...and perhaps tired of thinkin till broke down! guess one's mind can really drive a person nuts! However i am glad i have people around me that will pull me up when i fall down...give a push for encouragement! i feel lucky...yes i really do! :)

been really sensitive these few days! though not in the best of mood...luckily i din flare my temper or anything!! juz kept my feelings inside! i may be toking and chatting...but inside i dunno what i am feeling! been lost for a long time...and glad to say i found some direction back today! guess all i need is some time to stand up and move on....

Sorry my Freshies!

2006-05-01T16:09:00.000+08:00

Sorry my AG13 Freshies!

Sighz..at this very moment, i should be over at Sentosa suntanning with my ventrue darlings of Ag13 but here i am at home..BLOGGING! i juz wanna say a BIG sorry to them about breaking my promise! due to some personal reasons...i can't really make it! sorry..hope u guys have fun! :) next time we meet for dinner ba??!!

Think last week been quite an emotions rollercoaster for me! Last sat was SIA second recruitment drive for this year and i gave it a miss! sighz...i was realli hitting myself hard on sat when my fren sms and told me that this round's interview is 1st round n 2nd round in one day! sweats...i really shd have went for it but guess it was no use crying over spilled milk! :( i cried a little but i am okie now! will try for the next drive...

Congrats to pei pei for passin the 2 SIA rounds! all the best for the rest...go all the way ba!! then must tell me what the management levels are like ah! LOLZ...

anyway I will be going for emirates interviews this coming sat! receive their email! but i guess all those gers tat apply online for the cabin crew position will have it! hence nothing special!! well i can make it this time coz it is pollin day! no work hence i can seize this opportunity to go for emirates recruitment! wonder is their interviews tough?! i have no knowledge about emirates!! hope things will go well! well honestly i am little half-hearted about emirates!! if i get thru, i will have to be based in dubai! so far from home...and one mth can onli return home for a few days! kinda of sad huh?!! sighz confused over everything....but i decided to juz go try! gain some experience also happy.. lolz!

BIG thanks to wee wee n rowie for their never ending support and for all those heart to heart toks! They never fail to pull me up on my feet again and again!! Thanks for ur most sincere supoprt during the last SIA interviews and thanks for all the encouragement for the upcoming Emirates recruitment! i will do my best...

Rowie >> All the best for ur upcoming examz in may - june!! Noe is stressful...but hang in there my gal!! u are one of the stongest person i ever noe...jia you! anything can give a ring...i'll be there for u! err..is it getting little mushy?! HAHA...hope lance dun mind!

Wee Wee >> Jia you for work ah!! noe u starting to do dispensing soon..haha dun be nervous ah! dispensin is fun but there are time that it can be quite disheartening due to tough patients! i meet some myself! i ignore them lolz...nway gambatte ne! can't wait to see up with u again...

Well enough for DILEMMA situation...lolz...now for the happi stuff! went Kbox at marina square for wendy's belated 20th birthday! SORRY GER FOR THE LATE CELEBRATION! had fun..and the kbox buffet was fantastic! i ate like i had starved for days...the sushi and the mini cakes r e best!! though the overall bill was X...personally i felt it was worthwhile! LOLz! Thanks to jessie for helping book the room! it is always gd to know inside pple..

Was reading my frenster testimonials from Xiao ben! LOLZ...i realized i have a lot sia! he wrote in his latest testimonial that i am one of his most mature/sensible frenz! THANKS THANKS ben!! u are making my head swell ah! i also concluded u are surely one of my JIE MEI! really hope we can be colleagues in the future! no matter is which airlines... lolz!! i believe u will be a great travelling buddy coz u always have this weird n quacky taste in things!! u always amaze me...hope to see ya soon!

WUHAHA...guess i really wrote a lot sia! to be honest, my initial intention was juz to add a short entry to show i am still alive n kicking but in e end wrotw so much! impressed by myself! LOLZ... >_<

BoA

2006-04-23T12:12:00.000+08:00

BoA

Was surfing around you tube then i saw Boa's mv!! think is one of her latest song from her OUTGROWN album ba! she really look chio.. young and fresh!! how nice i have half of her chio-ness!! LOLZ...
ENJOY THE MV!!

my decision!

2006-04-23T02:35:00.001+08:00

My Decision!!

Yes i had made my decision liao!! i decided not to go for Sat SIA recruitment drive! i can't risk to lose my job at SGH as i am still under probation!! Furthermore, SIA selection is not a cfm thing tat i will get through, hence i juz have to let this chance go!! juz like what wee said, what is yours will be yours!! i believe i will make it thru the SIA tests but maybe now is not the right time!!

Thanks to all for their advices and support!! i wun give up my dream... i'm juz delayin it for a little while!! the next followin selection for SIA, i will surely go de! i will jia you...

Hmmm somehow after makin this decision, i felt i had matured in some ways! think i am able to think in a bigger picture and make the determination to set my priorities right! at the moment, becoming a confirmed staff at SGH is the most impt thing! SIA is impt but i will have other chances in the future to pursue it!!! :) i'm now training to walk in tight long skirts! LOLZ...i must pass tat sickening kebaya test...and go all e way!!

LOLZ!! changing the topic, i juz did a test on which KATTUN member's type am i!!?? i did the test a few times and.. ... ..

*drums rolling* .. .. ....

i got kame the most time! Happy happy!!! i did the test 6 times...2 times got jin, 3 times got kame and 1 time got koki!! tink is not really accurate...well is all juz for fun mehz!!

Oh No... In Dilemma!

2006-04-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

Oh No... In Dilemma!

I am in dilemma! in big shit!! i am working next sat at National Heart Centre...and there is another SIA recruitment drive! Oh No...i really wanna go! but i can't take anymore leave as i juz took 7 days leave for TP orientation 2006! this is bad then i dun really feel like taking MC! waste of $$$$! then another problem is...if i got in second round, i have to think ways to get leave from work as well! ah ah... i really dunno what to do! i am still under probation at SGH! how?? can someone give me advice! help...

Down With Sore Throat & Flu...

2006-04-14T10:43:00.000+08:00

Down With Sore Throat & Flu...

Sighz xi gua is down with a flu and sore throat! was not feeling too good after the orientation camp last week and sha la la...now i am sick! dun like being sick...esp sore throat!! Voice kinda so rough and it hurts when i swallow saliva! This ain't gd coz next wed - fri is the actual orientation liao and this sore throat and running nose is turning me off! TOTALLY OFF... all i hopw now is to get well soon!!

SIGHZ........................

Guess who i am ytday on work! i was taken off guard...i was COMPLETELY shocked! i was my CGH preceptor Yen yen and one of CGH inpatient pharmacist, michelle! Major sweats sia! i saw michelle first...then i waved at her! next min i saw yen yen behind her! OMG!! i din noe how to react!! we juz had a little chat and yen yen asked how my project! i got a B+ for my final yr project which i am very happy with it!! yen yen seems okie with it as well!! BUT somehow i felt she was kinda of surprise i din go back to CGH to work but went SGH instead! i'm kinda of scare that she will ask...hence i made my exit out of the pharmacy fast fast!! I juz had this gut feeling that she would ask me that qn and true enough, she sms-ed me in the evening! her sms sound little neg (in my opinion) coz she wrote, "so sgh is better than cgh huh?" but she added a :) face at the end of her msg! sighz dun really know how to reply her but i juz told her i went wif frenz for the interview and all of us got in! case closed!! somehow seeing yen yen make me feel gulity...like i betrayed CGH in some way!

hmm...
*shaking head*
i am thinking too much liao!! but i am definitely flattered that yen yen told me she would love to have me at CGH... :p

First Day at Inpatient!

2006-04-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

First Day at SGH Inpatient Pharmacy!

As all can see...hehe xi gua changed her blogskin! Happy happy!! this blogskin quite femine right?? so unlike me...but recently i juz got the craze for butterflies! dunno y!!? haha...i got a pair of butterflies earring which was given by my Tony Roma manager and i bought for myself a matching butterfly ring! AND now a butterfly blogskin! i feel the blogskin is perfect except for my tagbox!! Dunno y the name/email/msg part so weird!! the previous was okie lehz!! think i'll have to sort out the problem when i have the time! dun like the layout of my tagbox ah!

Today is my first day at Inpatient pharmacy 73! i tot i would be at 48 but i got transferred over to 73!! i would be attached to this pharmacy till sat! hmmm...dunno really noe what to expect as everything is juz so new to me! honestly i kinda of miss SOC work flow and pple! i prefer fast-moving pace than slow ones! slow ones make me lazy and time kinda of crawls!!! when i told vonnie that i was posted to satellite pharmacy 73, the first ting she said was, "Did i see wendy ong?" lolz...wendy is her preceptor when she was having her SIP at SGH! find wendy okie...but little dominating at times!! today i almost did my first verbal intervention but i dialled the wrong number, hence in the end wendy did the intervention instead! sobz...nvm nvm! wendy told me that there would be many other chances to try! looking forward sia...

Overall inpatient is okie! the pple are nice to me as well!! Hope to have an enjoyable and smooth-sailing 2 weeks at inpatient! hehe...

Oh oh...today me n vonnie wore the exact skirt to work! it is a green skirt from This Fashion! haha...i got it ytday when shopping with dearie! kinda of like the skirt when i first saw von wore to work! i din expect to see it at Outram This Fashion! and sha la la...now i own one piece as well! LOLZ...for a moment, me n von wore about the same outfit! the onli diff is tat she was wearing a white giordano round-neck top while i am wearing the black one and our slippers la! wonder do we look like TWINS?!! haha so many pple say she n i look like each other and during the orientation camp, one of the camp pple say we look sisters!!! No surprise...our tutor aka FATHER stared at me and called me YVONNE during his Biochem tutorial! *shaking head*

okie dorkie le...gotta end my entry here! me need to pack my bag for tml work! sianz tml is a long day..8.30 - 9.30 am is lecture on pharmacy laws, controlled drugs and dispensing skills then will be working from 9.30 am - 6 pm! ah ah i juz hope e weekends will come faster...

Picture Updates!

2006-04-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

Picture Updates!

WUHAHA!! been missing in action for quite some time liao so decided to do some visual updates about what i had been doing!! uploaded juz some picture i took with my frenz over the past few months!! haha as my com crashed, i lost all my pictures!! these r some that i took from my pals' blog and what they sent me thru msn! lolz...

TP Applied Science Dinner & Dance 2006

My Gals & I!

Sentosa Date

Beautiful sceneries of SENTOSA!!!

Main Characters!

Von's 20th Birthday!!

Back From Week Zero Orientation Training Camp!

2006-04-08T15:42:00.000+08:00

Back From Week Zero Orientation Training Camp!

FINALLY!! HOME SWEET HOME!! Been away in school for a 4 days 3 nights training camp to orientation the selected Orientation leaders for the new intake this coming april! sighz...honestly i have mixed feelings about the camp! there were times that the events were a whole lots of fun and there were oso times where things just made me say F**K! this was how i feel about today's final clash and the ending of second day camp! i wun tok about what made me feel so f**k up...it's over so what e hell would i want to dwell over the past!

Somehow this orientation sort of reminds me y i din wan to join student council in TPJC and studies club during my poly years!! these kind of camps tire me out MENTALLY!! the events seems so messy and unorganized! sighz...and developed a nasty headache!! ah ah...i rather prefer to slack at home for weeks then to do such stuff!! i rather every morning go jogging around bedok reservoir!! AH ah sort of regretting going for the orientation interview...BUT the only thing tat brings a smile to my face is tat i was able to spend some quality time with my poly pals!!

THANKS jo, emily, von n wee for making the camp HOPEFUL to me! u guys r the best! love ya always...

to those pple who read this entry and gets offended...i wun apologize cause this is my blog and is a place where i can voice out!! juz read n forget...

Internet Down!!!

2006-03-31T19:06:00.000+08:00

Internet Down!!!

oh no!! my computer crashed again!! the motherboard went bonkers...and now i at fren'z hse using com! sobz!! my computer is now under repair...i just hope this time round the computer will last a longer time...praying!!

Guess xigua had moved on from my failure of my first attempt at SIA interviews!! lolz...i will surely try again for the next selection...will keep trying till i get in!! must pray for me ah!! juz started working at SGH as a pharmacy technician!! this is my second week...so far so good!! the pple that i met are okie...some nice some little nasty as they dun wanna teach stuff but overall is a nice environment to be in!! sighz...though i'm okie wif the job, i can't help it but to hope e job is with SIA as a cabin crew! still feel little crestfallen but i'll pull thru! will collect my emotions and try again!!! as what my twinnie told me..if dreams are so easily achieved, then tat is not called a dream! Hands up...agreed! :)

juz wanna thanks everyone who supported me all this while... haha thanks everyone who tagged my msg board!!! miss u all... huggies!!

SIA Experience

2006-03-01T21:42:00.000+08:00

SIA Experience

First Round: 10 gers to 2 interviewers!! did a simple introduction and mini Q&A session!! Passed!!

Second Round: One-On-One interview! was given a simple passage to read and then followed by a short interview! asked about family background, past job experience and is better to give specific events to show ur abilities, qualities etc! passed!

Third Round: Water confident test! jumped down from about a 1.5 to 2 m tall height to a 4 metres deep pool! juz swim...do not stop till reach the end of the pool!! MUST do backstroke! Passed!!

Fourth Round: Kebaya test! KILLER KILLER test! wear the keyaba and walked in front of the interviewers! 2 SIA crew and 1 cosmetic advisor!! Failed!!

Sighz...sad sad!! everyone kept telling me tat i had done well! first try in a flight stewardness job and i went all the way to fourth round of SIA...yes i am proud of myself but i juz can't help it to feel sad! haha something comforting would be at least i wore a kebaya before! a green kebaya still! LOLZ!!

haiz! my dream was so close this morn and now everything went back to stage one! hmmm can't say stage one la...i took away valuable experience tat this lifetime i can never forget! meet incredible gers too!! think my "clicks" that went out were too sad to actually rem to exchange hp numbers! i am oso one of them! lolz...no matter what, i wun give up! i will double the hard to make my dreams come true! jia you... hope all gers out there that oso hold this dream to jia you! :)

Thanks to all my frenz for their endless support and clothes! hehe! i really appreciate it! thanks for all those sms before each test!! HUGGIEZ...

A BIG THANKS to rowie! thanks for ur clothes, accompany, sms and calls!! so glad u were there for me thru out this whole thing! love ya...

In the mood of having crushes!

2006-02-23T02:26:00.000+08:00

In the Mood of having a Crush!

LOLz...xi gua have yet another crush!! who?? lolz...his name is Dao Ming Matthew from 183 club!! he so kawaii sia!! tat time kinda of like him when i first saw the drama on tv but din really had time to go find out more about him! then my brother juz brought the whole drama vcd...and after watching the part when he lost his memory and became dang ou...wow i really melted!!! simply adorable and love his smile!! think i have this thing for tall and tan guys...but in real life, my dearie is quite fair! lolz.. kinda of ironic!! but i still love my dearie!! think i juz wanna be bad..hope dearie isn't mad when he read this entry! hehe...

hehe juz changed my bloggie song to 183 club's mo fa! super nice song...actually i wanna use 7 flowers' wo zhi xiang yao but somehow fell into the sweet spell of 183 club voice!! hehe...maybe after awhile will use 7 flowers' song!

sha la la... sha la la.... ming dao is kawaii ne...

Coming to an end

2006-02-16T13:56:00.000+08:00

Coming To An End!!

Poly life is coming to an end.... tml will be the last official day MP!! hope to do well... been chiong-ing for this last day to come!! haiz....

I will miss my poly life.. miss all my frenz i made in poly!! though noe we will stay in touch but things wun be the same when we leave sch! it always been this way! feeling little down since the end of SIP as it marks tat the ending is arriving! yes it's juz tml! dun seem ready to open the next chapter of my life!! i feel like crying... i hate changes but yet changes are necessary! i guess i juz have to accept, embrace myself...pull myself tog and move on!

YES! i shall welcome the changes.... BRING IT ON!

Bumpy Birthday!

2006-01-25T18:32:00.000+08:00

Bumpy Birthday!

A super big thanks to my pals.. thanks for all ur birthday greetings!! no matter is in person, phone calls, through sms, my bloggie or friendster...i really appreciate it! it made me feel so loved!! you all really made my day!! and guess what...the first person who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY is...the winner of year 2006 is (WUHAHAHA!!) is PEANUT!! hehe...she sms me at 12.01 am! so cool!! THANKS vonnie! actually my dearie is the first one...but he sang my birthday before the clock strike 12! lolz so not counted!! :p

haha got a few surprise birthday greetings from Zi jie (JC mate), yang yang, andrew and benjamin! LOLZ din expect them to rem my bday where everyone is busy with sch n stuff! ah ah..feel blessed!

Xi gua's birthday started out little bumpy with a little quarrel with my mum! sobz...plus i'm really stressed out over my MP! really dunno what got over me!! i was super tired ytday and after dinner i tried to take a little nap but i juz could zzz! my head is worn out but somehow it juz wun rest! SOBZ..a clear sign that I AM STRESSED UP! ah i gave up in zzz-ing and as the night went by i got restless! soon the explosion came when i agrued with my mum! cried till my eyes were little red n puffy this morn! i had to wear glasses to work which caused a little stir at inpatient! LOLZ...they never seen me wear mehz! i got a feeling they tot i'm a perfect eye-sight ger! SURPRISE! i'm not! lolz..

well now things are okie! my mum n i are okie le..she even bought a simply chocolate cake for me! haha will be cutting the cake later when my sis reach home! hehe...meeting HOPE gang on fri to celebrate my twinnie and my birthday at cineleisure! LOLZ looking forward to it! my long awaited break! and i wan my bday gifts! LOLZ...

OH before i end my entry...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWINNIE!!!
YOU BROUGHT SO MUCH FUN N LAUGHTER TO MY LIFE!!
WE 22 YRS OLD LIAO... GOTTA BE WISER! START "ACTING" OUR AGE! LOLZ...

Thank you to every one out there...

P.s: notice there is a Change in my profile!?? LOLZ....

So Much Things to Write...

2006-01-15T19:10:00.000+08:00

So Much Things to Write...

Yes, i have lots of stuff in my mind i wanna shout out but i dunno how to go about with it! think i had not been blogging these few days that now i lost touch and too many things to report on! lolz.. i'll try to give a short paragraph of each incident or tot that i could rem! :)

First of all...i wanna say a BIG THANKS to my HOPE gers! THANK YOU SO MUCH! thanks for my bday gifts!! hehe...shopping for my own bday gifts with Yaya n rowie is really cool sia! though i noe what the prezzies r...i juz can't wait to use them! i going to bring my converse bag to gym and use the missha mascara whenever i go outings! Luckily din buy the Billabong baggie! it was kinda of big BUT i really dun mind it! LOLZ...thanks!!

Another thank you-ing round to Rowie and Yaya for accompanying me to the SIA career talk! think tat talk really inspired me to be one! haha think what i need is not convincing me to try SIA but re-assuring me that SIA is my dream! Yes! i'm sure now...though i almost lost my sense direction, i am back! i shall not be influenced by pple ard me!! think is my fear of not being with my pals that caused the confusion but now i come to terms that pple can't stay physically tog but as long in my hearts we have one another, we are never separated! :) i love all my pals...no matter is sec, jc, poly mates or work colleagues...huggies!

I discovered that i'm in love with brown! LOLZ...i noe i have a thing for brown! i have lots of brown stuff...such as 1) a brown bikini set 2) a brown zara top 3) brown OP skirt 4) brown converse bag 5)brown pure milk t-shirt 6) a pair of pearl brown earrings 7) a black and brown set of flippers 8) i like chocolate flavour 9) a brown bag... wow! i din noe i have quite a number of brownie stuff!!

now focusing on my MP! glad to say i had start the ball rolling and think is rolling the right way! LOLZ..started on the MP report liao and my preceptor say my OJT handbook was very well-done! i'm over the moon sia! now doing my final report of my survey tabulations..left the discussion part! next will be doing the customer service section! wow busy busy ah! my mp log book... i wrote close to 50 pages liao! happy...but i still have to continue! hope i can complete my MP stuff soon! JIA YOU! to all my coursemates...JIA YOU TOO!!

I juz went for the Orientaion leader interview on friday!! sighz me n von were the only 2 yr 3 students taking part in the interview! felt kinda of out of place we were playing the games! but things got better during the one-on-one interview! hope i did well...hope von did well...hope me, von, emily and wee will all be taking part in the orientation event! LOLZ...looking forward sia...

OH i started to take coffee liao! started coffee to stay awake for MP! haha coffee really make wonders to me! i really felt alert after the coffee break and it lasted through my MP time! LOLZ...think i'll be a big fan of coffee till the last of my poly life! haiz...

Hmmm haha i wrote quite a lot sia! think i will juz stop here! gotta go back and write my weekly sip log book! ah ah.. work work work... when can this end!??

Kattun Gallery

2006-01-09T19:21:00.000+08:00

KATTUN GALLERY

HAHA...in the picture mood once again!! Hmmm actually is i dunno what to blog yet i still wanna make an entry! hence decided to post up a few Kattun pictures that i found the other day!

Gallery delicated to my duckie fren..YAYA!! Hope you enjoy the pictures...

Picture 1

Kattun!! This is a pix taken when they are very young!! LOLz..look at kame's hairstyle!! he's way away from the word COOL! Hmmm ueda looks nicer here than now...

Picture 2

AH a more grown up pic of them! now this is what i call cool...lolz!! can u feel the COOLNESS oozing out of them!!!

Picture 3

Koki and Kame!! err kame looks like a little bee bee!! he would be a kawaii bee bee and all the gers would love him to sting them! haha...i'm sounding crude once again!

Picture 4

Junno and Naru! lolz...dunno what to say about them!! they look like e siamnese twin...

Pictures 5 - 10

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Though xmas is way way over...i juz love their xmas pic!! i juz miss the white season!! xi gua is counting down to the next xmas!! hehe...

Picture 11

YAYA..you should be happy sia!! your jin right in the middle of the pic! very eye catching sia!! and he's the only one wearing a different set of clothes...DUN DROOL! :p

Xi gua had came to the end of her kattun gallery! i dunno what number pic gallery it is...think too many to count liao! LOLZ...simply boy craze!!!

I Decided...

2006-01-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

I Decided...

I dun wan to be wannabe!! I learnt tat if i work hard...dreams WILL become reality! A year ago i was 58/59 kg and now i'm 51 kg! this shows that hard work does pay off and tat is what i shall do in 2006! i shall start believin in myself... if i dun have confident in myself, how would others have faith in me!!

Wee once asked me will i admire those SIA / JAL gers if i really made it into SIA / JAL!!?? i told her yes i will still BUT now...i realize i DUN! In matter of fact i dun admire them anymore...coz i believe as long as u try n work hard...anything can happen! :)

Thanks to someone whom SCOLDED some sense into me! Yes you are right... u ain't famous like Xia xue or any celebrity... u are juz you!! all the best to u...

Quoted from one of my sec sch frenz' bloggie...

" 2006 shall be better, cos I want it to be and will work to make it happen.
Dreams will become reality. "

HANDS UP... TOTALLY AGREE...
GOODBYE YEAR 2005...
WELCOME YEAR 2006...

I am not Porky Pig!

2006-01-03T20:15:00.000+08:00

I am not Porky Pig!

Sobz my coursemates at work call me porky pig! sobz so sad...got bullied by 3 tigers and one of them is a midnight tiger...wow the most fierce among all! i'm juz a helpless piggy!! ah ah... dun eat me! LOLZ...think y they call me porky pig is oso partly my doing lah! :) i kept oink oink...

Think one of my new resolution should be... try to be good tempered! saw lots of stuff tat irritated me and pissed me off and i almost flare up! tot of many mean things to do to them...but of coz din do lah!! i realize i better control my temper when i still can.. oh no!! xi gua is not a good person... :(

This sunday should be going over to JB with HOPE and the guys but my dearie most prone can't go as he have to book on sunday evening! we might not be able to reach singapore in time! sobz!!! going to JB to look for new year clothes...hope can get nice clothes at a cheap price! looking forward sia...if really going over, this will be HOPE's first out of town trip tog! damn excited sia... sha la la...

New Year Eve

2005-12-31T18:56:00.000+08:00

New Year Eve

In a matter of hours, we will be waving bye bye to year 2005 and a big welcome for a brand new year of 2006! suddenly feel a sense of lost as year 2005 will never come back into my life...it could only a parcel of my life...in my memories..my history! thinking back about what i had done in year 2005...what happened...honestly i can't really rem lots of stuff! LOLZ...xi gua always been blur blur!! BUT i know there are many good things that happen to me coz i am a happy ger! i'm contented with my life so far! :)

Things i hope in 2006:
- Good health (PLEASE!!!)
- SIA / JAL Dream
- Jian fei Jian Fei
- Happy family always
- Forever loving with dearie
- Best frenz unite
- Good grades for MP n SIP
- Learn Japanese and master it
- Brush up on hip hop dance
- Master the technique of Makeup
- WORLD PEACE!!!!!!

LOLZ..this is what is on my head at this very moment!! I juz hope 2006 will be a happy year for me and all the people around! :) cheers...

No mood to blog yet here...

2005-12-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

Not In The Blogging Mood But Yet...

Yes i'm here with a bloggie entry! not really in the blogging mood these few days!! as u guys can see...my entries were quite short and brief! dun ask me y...i guess coz the increased of the workload as the end of SIP nears! sobz...my MP is still going nowhere! is not tat i dun have the direction but i simply dun have the drive to chiong for my MP anymore!! i'm exhausted especially after xmas! head spinning everyday at work!! is not tat i dun enjoy xmas but somehow this xmas kinda of drained all the energy from me...BUT no regrets lah! seeing the happy faces of my pals and having a great time with them...creating so many fond memories tog...spending the white season with my baby...i guess all is worthwhile! :)

here i would like to thanks every single one of my frenz and colleagues for the lovely xmas gifts!! i treasure all of them...including the chocolate tat were digested by my stomach liao! :p think this xmas i must had ate a lot a lot as dearie said my tummy is bulging out le! sobz..i dun wan! i wan to slim down to 47 kg! so now is jian fei plan once again!! gotta start shedding of unwanted fats le!

Juz changed my blog music to Pussycats Dolls' 'DON'T CHA'!! i think the song is fantastic...like the party feel to it! is this kinda of music tat made people wanna jump up from their seats and shake their bom bom!!! lolz...the media say they are the next biggest thing after Spice Girls BUT i think they are 100% better than spice girls! see they way the dance...can u picture spice girls dancing like tat?!! come to think in da past i liked spice girls so much! sweats!!! pussycat dolls rox..meow meow! lolz..

I'm so happy!! i officially finished my prescription log book liao!! no more prescriptions to collect or do le!! NOW i have to focus on my MP liao! no playing games till the end of SIP n MP!! Speakin of the end of SIP, time flies sia! in a month's time, my SIP at CGH will end!! kinda of sad but relieved too! studying and working is not an easy task to do!! very stressful! i will miss the people from both outpatient and inpatient pharmacy and most will be the staff from Store pharmacy! guess i click best with the people at store!! not that i like being ard guys...is that i feel guys are more straightforward with their feelings and no sly feeling from them! when they say this..means this! that means that!! but somehow in out and inpatient, it is a female environment...felt there is lots of gossip floating around the place and kinda of made me feel weary! well gossip is a lady's doing but maybe is too much for me to handle le bah!! honestly i can't imagine how will i feel if i really make it thru to be a SIA ger! all female environment once again...well guess i have to learn to deal with it! the only comfort so far that i can convince myself is that i can travel round the world for free!! haha is paid back by labour...

Hmm is this a long entry??! lolz.. think so... hope i'll have more time to blog more next time!! till then... take care my frenz...

Unfinished Business!

2005-12-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

Unfinished Business!

Yes i have lots of unfinished business though my xmas shopping and tasks are almost completed!! sobz...why is this xmas so rushing?!! rushing about to buy gifts and ended up finding there are better gifts else other tat suit my frenz! sianz..but i buy all the prezzies liao!! ah...frustrated!

To my frenz out there...sorrie if i din get something to ur liking!! hope u guys will still like it!! :)

I have lots of work to do after xmas!! lots of project and assignments to complete! My preceptor wanna see my OJT handbook for CGH outpatient, gotta help one of the inpatient pharmacist, carol collect and arrange some drug samples for display...do my weekly journal and 2 more vaccine prescription logs! sobz...i'll be so stressed after xmas!! sobz...and now i have to start writing my xmas letters to my pals! ah..so many stuff to be done and so little time! i guess tml n mon...i have to PARTY real HARD so tat i dun regret and make up for the later stressful days ahead! LOLZ!!

feel really satisfied today!! ran my usual 10 rounds in school...and went to gym to do some arm toning! lolz..i was so paiseh sia! all the guys there lifted weighs like no one's business...i do the machines till my face turn blue! throw face la!!! tat is y i dun like when pple are ard me!! nevertheless i'm happy!! i wan to jian fei!! lolz...i'm having low fat yoghurt for dinner! healthy??!! haha not really in the mood for a complete meal!! my stomach is still bloated up over thurs' crab feast!! ate so many crabs that i could even walked! i am not joking...i really ate a lot! lolz...

*looking at the time* OH NO...think i gotta start writin my xmas cards n letters liao! going to be a hardworkin xi gua liao... :p

Antz Attack

2005-12-20T19:51:00.000+08:00

Antz Attack

OMG!! my mum found a ANT NEST in my cupboard! sobz... those tiny black ants crawling around my cupboard makes my skin itch sia!! my sister gave me a fright when she called me at work to say that my cupboard is under attach my antz! how i wished i could rush home and kill all the antz one by one! ah ah...luckily, the antz din invade my clothes or else, i think i'll juz die if i have to wash all my clothes! hmmm i wonder what is the source tat attracted the ants...i din put any food in the cupboard! i suspect is the scented candles that my frenz gave me!! hmmm think the sweet ingredients used to make the candles might had attracted the ants! sighz...

wuhaha...xmas is here and everyone is rushing ard doing their last min xmas shopping or the last effort to doll themselves up! hehe...happy to say tat i manage to do everything liao! i bought my xmas gifts last week and got my hair a brand new colour! YES i'm a red-haired ger and i'm lovin it! though the red was not the tone tat i had in mind, i still happy with the results! :) i think i look different! more ah lian??!! lolz...think red is really the IN thing now!

well sad to say tat life can't be perfect..juz when i'm enjoying the approaching days to christmas, my temp hp broke down! the screen will become a shade of black and i can't read anything on the screen though the functions are still working! i still can answer and make calls but cannot sms as i can't even see wat i am typing!! The hp is killing me!! the screen will off n on turn black! :( will be buying a new hp this coming jan or feb bahz?!! waiting patiently for my starhub plan to be up! hmmm wondering what brand should i buy!! so far....i tink i'll most prone buy motorola's latest model! the one tat is super slim!! i forgot the model number..paiseh paiseh! the tv ad is the ger trying to pull up her jeans and had difficulty doing so! then when she put her hp in her jeans' pocket...i was so easy! the hp juz slided in! LOLZ...is tat hp! will get the hot pink or black colour! getting excited...

Xi gua juz hope for a happy and white xmas with my loved ones!!

Not in the Pink of Health!

2005-12-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

Juz when i tot my gums ob the right is recovering, my left side gums started to give problems and now ulcers had develop! sux...my mouth is so sore! been so long...right to left! ah ah...y is this happening to me??!! xmas is coming le! y can't i juz be a healthy ger and welcome with a nice smile!!!? think smiling widely seems like mission impossible! sighz...

am i under lots of stressed??!! i feel i am! i realized tat i'm left with 2 mths of my SIP and so much stuff to complete! my project is so stagnant...i haven't tabulate my survey results...my OJT handbook etc! this is sooo bad!! i haven't finish my SIP prescription log book while i supposed lots of my other coursemates completed their liao! been stressing myself up...forcing myself to complete the log book by this week! ah i'm left with 10 more prescriptions! can i complete?? as i'm typin this entry...i'm online lookin for drugs' information to do my templates!! sobz..no life! life sux! plus my sore gums giving me much headache...haiz!!

Lookin forward to xmas..hope things will turn for the better when xmas nears!!! sat gotta buy my xmas gifts to hope...kinda of excited! :)

Is Friday Night!

2005-12-09T19:06:00.000+08:00

Friday Night!!!

Yes is the weekends once again! it marked the end of my first week in CGH Inpatient pharmacy!! :) this week's work went well...new environment but could adapt in quite easily! all thanks to liwei n hafeez for giving me an orientation of the place and helping me along the way! LOLZ...still could not get used to the slow slow pace at inpatient! maybe i need some time to adjust bah! the aunties at inpatient all very funny...or should i say siao siao kind! i seldom tok to them...haha me shy mehz!! me juz listen to their jokes n gossip and made lots of discoveries about other CGH stuff! hehe...i shall blurt it out for u would not noe who is reading my bloggie! :p

Juz went to CGH administration department to get the job application form! sighz though still dun sure whether i wan the job or am i up to it, i will still fill in and hand up! is an opportunity so think i should treasure it! wonder will the others have offers too??!! i hope so..then CGH attachment students can work tog again! :) today Madam Wong Hai Hong aka BOSS asked me n qian jin when graduate n what are the plans we have in mind!! we juz smiled n say we din really give it any serious tots which is true!! i'm super sure about wanting to try SIA/JAL but working in pharmaceutical line is still a DUNNO tot in my head! aiyah..i juz hope i can be a CA then i wun have anymore headaches liao la! PLZ...

ah ah ah!!! Dunno what happen to angelfire sia!! i juz upload my mariah carey song ytday and it was working well but now...err SILENT! what happen? sighz lazy to load again lehz! Hmmm maybe the site is temporary down ba?!! i really like this xmas song...been listening to it every xmas since my sec days! another nice xmas song would be 98 degree's This Gift! HOPE's special xmas song!! it brings back sooo much fond memories...can time bring those happy dayz back to me!??!! i miss all my pals!! sighz the appraoching white season is making me miss so many pple.. so many memories...

New Environment

2005-12-06T20:01:00.000+08:00

New Environment

Today is my second day at CGH inpatient pharmacy!! the pace is really really very slow...comparing the stress level to outpatient, i would say inpatient is close to nil! haha somehow can't get used to the slow pace...too used to rush about! :) juz felt it is a good way to spend the remaining days of my cgh attachment! find the inpatient staff damn funny... though i din really tok to them, they been very friendly and helpful! Hmmm been thinking...considering should i accept the offer to work at their retail pharmacy! madam siti told me if i'm interested can let her noe...but the problem is i'm still clueless about whether shd i accept! i wanna go SIA!! i wanna go JAL! or should i juz accept the job then at the same time try SIA n JAL!!?!! sighz...

ah ah ah... yaya is down in japan le! so good...most of my frenz visit japan before le..when will it be my turn! sobz i wanna go japan!! see there shop, eat...eat n shop! LOLZ!! though yaya been gone for a day only, feel a little weird without her sms or calls...no one to gossip with me and chit chit about my koike! ah ah yaya..come back fast! LOLz...when she is back from japan, i should have get all my xmas gifts ready liao! Yaya will be back on the xmas eve...sweats i better pull up my socks and shop for xmas gifts le!

YES! i got my islander card liao! excited!! :) is only a temp card that will last till feb..think by feb i would receive the actual islander card! really addicted to sentosa le...like to cycle there!! feel like going to sentosa this sat but can't find any frenz to go with me! then dearie have an appointment with one of his brothers...actually i'm supposed to company dearie la but tot of going to sentosa in the morn then meet up with them in the evening! hmmm...see how things go ba!!
sha la la...

Last Day At CGH Store!

2005-12-02T07:20:00.000+08:00

Last Day At CGH Store!

Today is Friday...YES the weekends are finally here! my long awaited weekends had arrive! :) lookin forward to HOPE's reunion later...lookin forward for tml dearie's bday celebration at Sentosa BUT after today i'll miss STORE! honestly...i think i like store best so far during my work attachment at cgh! like the job, the pple (both store n admin side!) and like the workout of packing bulk medications n carrying boxes ard the place! next week will be at Inpatient pharmacy liao! wonder will i like it there?? well at least i have liwei n hafeez over at inpatient...then when hafeez goes down to outpatient, nan kai will be coming up! once again, liwei, nan kai n i will be tog again! LOLZ...the threesome!!

Finally i got my brown bikini ytday! not only me...vonnie n emily oso got theirs! we all got about the same design...haha no wonder we r frenz! emily n i got the same colour but only her bikini string is pink in colour while mine is little light brownish-green colour! haha emily so kawaii...before she decided to get her bikini, she asked me whether i mind if she get a bikini similar to mine!! lolz..of coz i wun mind!! silly ger!! as long as she is comfortable...why not!! :) all of us must be happy pple!!

Emily n emily >> you gers take care ah! falling sick liao...must drink lots of water n rest well!! sick not fun fun de.. >_< look at me can noe liao! LOLZ...my immune system sucks big time...HAIZ!

OH OH me gotta go prepare to go work liao! me start work at 8.30 am instead of 9 am!! gotta go early 2 help out in pushing the goods to top outpatient pharmacy... Ciao! Zoom ~

Back in Action!

2005-11-30T19:04:00.000+08:00

Back In Action...

Xi gua is back in action... yes i'm back to work liao! kinda of happy that i can report back to work coz i kind of like workin at the store! felt time flies when i'm in the store!! maybe coz the people there all very nice...no matter are the store guys or the admin gers...all very smiley kind! hehe...hope thurs n fri will breeze thru fast juz like today! :)

My gum din really give me much problem today...the only thing tat irritated me was that my lips seemed swollen again! think i din drink enough water ba?!! or maybe is the sore gums that made my lips swollen! sighz no matter what..it irritates me!! thanks to all my frenz...haha me will jia you to get well soon!

Finally did my surveys liao! went up to outpatient at 4 pm...manage to get 9 surveys! actually can i could get a few more but i was cut short by a weird patient! he approached me to do the survey hence i tot y not! after that i realized he is a psychotic patient! i was not alarm initially but as the survey went on...he started to tok in a funny way! i asked him about the No-Return policy..he went to tok about the visiting hours...then to ICU..dead pple..religious..christian..chinese temples..charity..so far away from my original topic!! as he tok..hr started to get a little agitated..he started to point his finger at me which made me took afew steps back and his face began to twitch! ah ah... u know in the movie...those crazy pple can't control their facial expression?!! yeah he look like tat...i got scared and luckily liwei came to the rescue! she interrupted and said one of the pharmacist lookin for me...immed i bid bye bye and ran off wif liwei!! sobz scary experience...i really admire those doctors who deal with such patients...they must have lots of patient sia! sighz...think i handled the situation badly but i was afraid mehz!! hope tml survey would be better and plz...normal pple!! :p

Blessing in Disguise!

2005-11-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

Blessing in Disguise!

For a moment, i felt today was a Blessing in Disguise! really was glad that i could stay home today! all thanks to my swollen gums and irritating wisdom! i FINALLY got to eat some home-cooked food by my mum! as i was unable to eat any solid food, tat includes soup noodles, my mum whipped up some dishes which was easy for me to bite and went along with porridge! YUM YUM...

I manage to catch up wif some beauty zzz tat i lost the last few days! had about 3 short naps in the afternoon and woke up in the evening to help my sister prepare for her prom night! hehe...i helped her make-up and i was kinda of shocked that my makeup skills not bad! when i was done...and i took a step back to look at my sister, she really look nice! haha what a pretty little thing to look at! :p my mum oso say i did a good job...felt a sense of achievement sia! as i'm blogging, my sister is at her prom! hope she is having a good time...

I juz complete a few prescriptions for my log book! happy...at least i didn't waste the day off by being a pig! plan to do more later...hope to complete as many as possible so i can focus on my MP liao! tml i really have to do my surveys le...i din have the chance to do on mon coz store lack of pple and today i'm on mc! sobz...i got lots to catch for my surveys! tml is back to work liao! though i like store, still i kinda of dread as my gums are still sore!!! hate the feeling of the sharp pain when i moved my mouth!! i juz hope i'll recover soon la...

Took some time to watch the clips that Yaya burnt from her com and past clips tat i download from the internet! haha all the MV n clips on News and Kattun! sort of hana hana them back..hmmm think i nv really stop hana-ing them but recently became more active again! all thanks to yaya who bombed with me kawaii clips on kattun n news!! hehe she is helping download clips on WAT..the duo-band that koike teppei is in! lookin forward her to let me see the clips...koike is simply so adorable! heart melting...

Happy! Sat sentosa outing is cfm liao! is to celebrate dearie's bday! :) attendence list = me, dearie, wee wee, vonnie and emily! joanne can't come coz she is working! sobz!! emily n i will be getting our new bikini on thurs after work! hehe...finally can get my brown bikini!! looking forward to wear it on sat at sentosa..and apply my islander's card! hehe..can't wait for Yaya to return from her Japan trip then HOPE can go sentosa as well! hehe...i juz love the sun, the beach and frenz! lolz...

WELCOME TWINNIE... WELCOME HOME!!
Before my sentosa outing, i'll be meeting HOPE san on friday after work! Finally li had return to town and HOPE is once again complete! the long awaited reunion of HOPE will take place on fri! haha...really wanna give everyone a biggie huggie!
PS: Congrats to yaya, rui n li whom finish their examz liao! can have fun liao!!

This weekend will be filled with fun...i juz hope my gums will recover by then!! praying hard... frenz and pals out here... pray for me as well okie dorkie! :)

A MC i Rather NOT Take!

2005-11-29T08:59:00.000+08:00

A MC i Rather NOT Take!

Got a MC for today... i should be happy that i can have the day off to slack at home!! sighz... but this is a MC i rather not take!! i'm suffering now... my gums are red, swollen n PAINFUL!! hate it hate it... i can't eat! i can't even zzz... my beauty zzz is gone!! having black rings beneath my eyes! i can't close my mouth totally coz i would bite onto the swollen gums at my cheeks area!! ah ah.. i feel like a REAL goldfish now! i simply haf no life!!!

Looking at the time... i should be at work... having roll call and witnessing another internal audit at CGH!! i was supposed to be part of the audit but now i am at home, nursing a swollen left cheek! i'm supposed to be helping at e store...but now i am stuck at home with a bulging out flesh on e interior side of my cheeks n sheer pain whenever i touch or accidentally bite it! sux sux...

The doctor suggested after my swelling goes down... or it persists on... i should go see a dentist! sighz no matter if it gets better or worsen, i still have to see my dentist! damn wisdom tooth.. giving me so much headache! so much agony! the doctor gave me 2 reasons for my condition:
1) The wisdom tooth is growing out hence all these swelling and stuff! the pain n inflammations should go away in a few days time! hope is like tat...
2) the wisdom tooth is growing in an abnormal way that it is pushing thru the wrong side of my gums and cutting my cheek flesh! what the hell...

I might have to get an extraction... get rid of the wisdom tooth! heard from pple tat is quite painful!! ever did i expect i would be one of them... but honestly, if this could prevent such swellings from occuring, GO AHEAD n PULL!
DAMN WISDOM TOOTH... U R JUZ AN EXTRA DONE IN MY BODY!

Sighz... i need my beauty zzz...

ANYWAY SOME PIX TO CHEER ME UP!! Koike!! LOLZ ~ Cute guy never fail to cheer me up!! do i sound boy craze... nvm! my dental problem is getting to me liao... dun really noe what i'm typing! sweats...

some random pic i found on Koike teppei...

dearie is coming back!

2005-11-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

DEARIE IS COMING HOME!

HUARRY! dearie is coming home soon...in about 2 hours time ba?!! think he should be on the plane back to singapore le! really miss him...sad can't go airport to fetch him coz too late le! my mum told me not to...sighz!! hope he will give me a ring when he touch down!!

Today is my third day at retail pharmacy and it was utterly BORING! i practically daydreamed my whole way thru the morning shift with off n on questions from patients about where to find that drug... or what is the drug for!!?!! sigh it was so boring that it made me had a strong urge to rush into the outpatient pharmacy to pack drugs! ah ah...can i shorten my attachment at retail pharmacy! haiz...lucky i survived thru with some help of my daydreaming of koike teppei!! hehe kawaii crush...huggie! really wanna buy his drama with yamapi san...think it is called "Dragon Sakura"??!! haha not too sure about the title!! after work i went to TS to look for the drama vcd and i found it! it cost 19.90 bucks and still have 20% off! Hmmm should i buy?!! pondering pondering...i think i'll ba?!! been some time since i last buy a vcd or cd le! hehe..fingers itchy to buy some audio stuff! :)

During afternoon shift at the pharmacy, i did my usual surveys and guessed who i saw!! wow wow haha...i saw tony roma's main chef VICTOR!! haha when he came into the pharmacy..i could not believe my eyes! he din change much! still the same old cheerful lao da of tony roma! went over to say hello..and asked him to help me do the survey!! after chatting with lao da...i realized i kinda of miss Tony roma colleagues! really wanted to go work but really can't afford the time! sighz...maybe find a day i'll go back n eat! lolz...happy!! rowie n yaya...wanna go back yum yum?!! :P

Xi gua drooling atthe tot of carolina honey ribs...mozzella chez sticks, potato skins....

koike teppei

2005-11-22T20:23:00.000+08:00

KOIKE TEPPEI!!!!!!!

My latest crush of pretty boys! think if nisha see this bloggie entry will go nuts again! HAHA me n my FRENZ! first saw him was on Gokusen 2...he played one those AH BENGZ! haha find him eye-catching coz he has this very warm smile and he had lots lots of clips on his hair! lolz...think he could pass off as a chio bu liao la!!

Koike Teppei!! haha...juz love his smile!! those kinda of boyish sunshine boyz...why i dun see any in singapore!! SOBZ!!

HAHA dun ask me what he wrote on the mini blackboard!! my japanese ain't tat good...but his handwriting not bad sia! very neat...

Hmmm he look kinda of weird here! think coz of the hair...he looks like a little ger! LOLZ...think i prefer him in e first pic or his look in Gokusen 2! :)

Koike teppei and his bandmate! i dunno what is the other guy's name...but i looks like Johnny jrs' jimmy macky!!? haha...very ang mo look!! BUT koike still is the betta one! hehe...

CONCLUSION: KOIKE... KAWAII!

internet is back

2005-11-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

MY INTERNET IS ALIVE!!

Yes!! My internet is alive once again but it is still quite weak lehz!! it tend to d/c off n on which drives me NUTS but nevertheless, i'm glad the internet is working again! haha anyone miss me?

HAHA...so many stuff happen during the period when i was unable to blog! ah believe me...it is so hard as i really wanna blog! dearie is coming back this wed from Aussie...i really miss him sooo much! his bday coming soon! going to buy his bdat gift on mon!! Yippe! Jessie got a job at marina sqaure at kbox...congrats to her plus she seems to be loving it! :)

Finally had the chance to use TP's swimming pool before i grad from TP! thanks to emily whom is now my classmate-cum-buddy-cum-gym pal-cum SWIMMING PAL! haha...and this gal really swim very well sia! she swam like i-dunno-how-many laps (length) liao and i hardly finished half of the width! sobz shame on me!! *xigua's face hung in shame*

First time saw a NAKED women in the toilet of TP's swimmin complex! me n emily was roking when this lady came out of her cubicle...NAKED to take some stuff from her bag and went back to the shower cubicle1 at first i tot she was juz wearing a skin colour bikini but i saw SOME STUFF which instantly hit me that she was nt wearing anything! i saw some private hair while emily saw two brown round things...hahaha hahaha not trying to be crude or disgusting, i juz SOOO amused! i think it is very common is western countries but to me..it is still very new! what an eye-opener!!!

And i finally found my brown bikini!! hope can get it before dearie bday coz might be celebrating his bday at sentosa! wee n gang oso agreed to join in the celebration!! AND i'm going to apple my sentosa Islander's membership card! hehe...emily found a potential orange bikini but we would be going over to bugis (hopefully this coming sat!) to see more bikini collections as she said there is a shop that sells nice n afforadable bikini! hehe looking forward sia..haha more choices the merrier, rite?!!

OH OH..my twinnie is coming back to town! haha juz now to catch the xmas season! think she would be reaching this thurs..24th nov according to yaya!! or izzit rowie?! haha i can't rem! nway my twin will be back this week! so is dear! can't wait to see them both...give my twinnie a BIG hug and dear a BIG kiss! hehe...

For work at the pharmacy, i finally had my chance to dispensed medications to real life patients during the last 3 days of my attachment to outpatient pharmacy!! my first attempt was a complete flop!! i called out the patient's name then a lady came! i asked if it was her name and she said "YEAH"! i asked if she lived at pasir ris street..she said "YEAH"!! i showed her the medicine.. she went, "this is not the med i take!" pengz...she went to the wrong counter!! my preceptor's face went BLACK! sobz think i speak too fast that the woman could really catch what i was saying ba!!! the remaining trys were okie...wasn't that nervous liao mehz! i dispensed thyroxine, eyes drops, creams, omeprazole, prednisolone, cough drops etc!! i oso dispensed to a police man but i didn't have to say much coz my preceptor did most of the toking! well it was a nice and challenging experiences!! But it also made me wonder do i really wanna be a pharmacist!?!! sweats..till now my head till blank! all i wanna do is grad...jian fei till 47 kg and go try SIA or JAL! hahaha...maybe this was my goal so quite long liao that i couldn't really accept other job options ba?!! :p

wow i wrote so much liao ah! got too carried away! hahaha...think i will juz sign off here! since my internet is okie...no harm waiting to blog another day! now i juz hope my dearest internet wun abandon me again... ah praying!!

i'm a cooked lobster!

2005-11-04T08:19:00.000+08:00

I'm A Cooked Lobster!!

Soooo Happy!! My blogskin's original pic is back...hence i changed it back! haha no worries that the pic will be gone coz i saved the pic liao and will load it up to photobucket hence i wun be using the author's bandwidth le! if the blog pic appear again...it had to be photobucket liao! LOLZ...i received lots of good comments about this blogskin which definitely made me liked it even more and i'm more determined not to change it till i find another one that i can fall head over heels with! :)

Yes... i'm a cooked lobster! All red! Swollen!! and not forgetting painful! the skin on my 2 shoulders, chest and back area are quite badly burnt sia! this is one of the worst case of sunburnt...when i touch my red skin, i can feel some moisture on my hands. think my skin is secreting out too much sebum le! sobz..plan to go back to school this tml for a swim with emily n von but with my skin's current condition, i'm wondering can i swim!?!! Now when i zzz, my back is placing upwards and my face into my pillow, so mybedroom fan can blow onto my back!! hope the pain n redness will go away soon! i got a strong feeling that even after my sun burnt is over...my skin wun be as fair as before coz this time's burn is quite serious! plus i really look super dark now! haha but honestly i wun mind this tan! not too fair and not too dark...it seems juz nice!! furthermore, my sister said the tan makes me look kinda of sporty...sunshine ger! haha that is an image i always wanted!!!

though i am now suffering from a bad sun burnt, it wun stop me from loving the sun and i'll surely go back to sentose when i have the chance to! oh and did i mention that i'm going to register for the sentosa's Islander membership card!! is only $19.50 per year for new application and $15 yearly for renewal! is quite a worthwhile deal as there are many discounts to enjoy wif the card! the most pleasing offer is that the kampong hut is about 50 bucks for 2 days 1 night...but wif the Islander card, it is 28 bucks!! what a damn good catch! dearie n i might me bookin a hut after he return from australian training! lookin forward...

Today is the second day that my dearie is not in singapore! kinda of miss him le! wondering what he is doing over at Australia!!! in the desert liao? hope he is doing fine...can't wait to see him when he returns in late nov! haha wonder will his hair be longer when i come back to singapore?!! before he left for australia, he went to cut his hair super super short! almost close to bald! i was kinda of taken back when i see him at the airport!! he looks like a little kawaii monk! OH OH i find my dearie look like the up-coming movie character, Chicken Little!! REALLY!! he looks like lehz...think coz of the glasses ba!?!! someting is telling that i'm going to be a big fan of Chicken Little! Wuhahaha...

Oh and thanks to jessie for the doggie Hp keychain!! i love it...especially the magnet on their noses! LOLZ...where is your fren's shop ah? my sister wan to get one pair too! :)

Is the weekends once again but this weekends i wun be going over to dearie's place! feel a little weird...suddenly feel my weekends seem so free and sort of empty! guess i'll be at home working my Dpp assignment 5, my prescription log book and my major project!! speaking about my project, spent the whole of ytday writing out the proposal that is due today! sighz!! wrote till sianz...i dislike reports!!! i juz wanna have the holidays!! HOLIDAYS WHERE R U?!!!

FUN FUN!

2005-11-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

FUN FUN!!!

Conclusion for ytday's Sentosa outing was FUN FUN n LOTS of FUN! HAHA...enjoyed myself so much that i really hate to leave sentosa at the end of the day! sigh good things always seem short! HAHA..new blogskin!!(?) NOPE..is not a new one but i juz changed e pic and the background colour coz think the person who created the blog, his/her original pix that was uploaded was giving problem hence i decided to use another pic but stayed with the blog arrangement! like this new pic as well...purple sunset! or izzit sunrise? haha depends on how u see it ba!! this pic reminds me of Jin's song "PURPLE"! is a nice song indeed! :)

Lots of stuff happened at Sentosa and a few first times!! :P this is the first time me, von, emily, joanne and wee went beyond the shore of singapore mainland tog! LOLZ sounds kinda of HUH! then i got my first temporary tattoo on my lower back! first time wearing a bikini in public!! first time cycling at sentosa! so many stuff that i can't even recall them all at once! though we had soo many fun times, there were oso annoying incidents that threatened to ruin our day but luckily it din! :) first of all was this grp of foreign workers! they asked if they could take pic of us swimming and we said no coz the idea freaked us out! wonder what they wan our pic for?! the only ting i can think of his COLOURFUL stuff! despite our rejection, i suspected they took our pic secretly anyway! was so pissed off...disgusting! then when we were cycling (wee n me) and rollerblading (von, emily n joanne), we bumped into the same grp of foreign workers! shit them...they pretended to take pic of their frenz but they were taking pic of emily and von rollerblading! joanne saw...and she rushed towards them to stop them but she fell down instead! sighz...the more i think of it, the more furious i'm feeling! in da end, with the help of the coast ranger/guard...me n joanne went up tp confront the workers! true enough, there were out pic inside their cam and there were oso other victims! the coast ranger/guard helped us erase the pic and gave those pervets a warning! what the hell...i wonder do they noe what is human's rights?!! i guess they dun noe...i'm so glad our day was not spoilt by them!

then after this incident...we carried on cycling and blading when this tan (SUPER TAN) guy on rollerblades came over to give some tips on how to rollerblades! he very nice but his approach gave kinda of abrupt! joanne and emily bladed away and left with me n von listening to what he had to say! haha he's nice...kinda of shuai but his face complexion not that good! kinda of like lee guo huang's skin! LOLZ! ah din take pic wif him...or else can post on my bloggie le! hehe..

we stayed on the island till ard 8 pm plus coz we wanted to watched the musical fountain which was great though wee felt a little disppointed by it! think she was more into the water patterns then the laser show! i'm okie with it...haha i'm easy to impress mehz!

There are some random pic i took from the photo gallery that emily had created! THANKS EMILY FOR THE PIC!! :)

Attendence list!! from left..clockwise..wee, von, joanne, emily and me!!

My very first temporary tattoo on my lower back! :) it cost 8 bucks and i think it is worth the $$! i simply love it...no regrets!

wee n i!! haha if u guys notice..my nose is red! my sun burn is showing liao! sobz and now i am a cooked lobster! and my back is swollen and red...damn painful sia! but thinking back of the fun...i shall bear with e pain!

SUNNY SILSO BEACH! I love the sun...i love the sea...i love my frenz! HUGGIEZ!

the fruit clan! sighz missin of a monkey... haha maybe monkey is hidin among the trees! lolz...

Another pic of me n wee! this one is taken at the beach before our swim! hehe..i like this pic!

WOW! Joanne "saving" me... guess with joanne ard..everyone will be "safe"!! LOLZ...

Girls in Action! :) haha.. wee din wan to get into the water though we kept pestering her! Hmmm next time i'll surely pull her in! haha...

Yo gers...we must go back to sentosa again ah! i'm sure we will have as much fun as we had ytday! :)

Fruitful Saturday Morning!

2005-10-29T16:55:00.000+08:00

Fruitful Saturday Morning!

went to the gym with emily but i ended up running ard the school tracks!!YES...Finally xigua had her 10 rounds jog ard the tracks! i feel so happy and satisfied! i must keep the run going...plan to make it a weekly thing...juz like good old times! i juz love the feeling of a long run! All sweaty and smelly but feeling light and alert! :)

as i was running...i heard lots of shouting and cheering from the school sports hall and is supposed the should be some kind of sports competition! true enough...me n emily went to check it out before our bathe! it is a soft ball competition! hmmm i wonder izzit a real tournament or juz a friendly match! i felt it was more of a friendly coz the atmosphere made it quite informal! haha...i never a fan of soft ball! i dun even noe how the game goes, letting alone the rules but at that moment, i was kinda of attracted by it! maybe coz i distanced myself from sports for a too long time liao...i missed those sporty dayz in sec n jc basketball team! :)

went to TM for lunch wif emily! :) met up with von n wee at TM and left to john long! felt great...loved the food at long john and loved the chats with frenz! life should be like tat...enjoyment! as we were chattin, i had the sudden feeling that all of us are damn pro! talking about drugs, their MOA which others hear liao will surely give a BIG Question mark on their face! LOLZ...we were kinda of acting like we were pharmacists liao! it was a great feeling but i still dun think i am cut out to be a pharmacist! sighz...i not that brainy!! :( after lunch...the 4 of us went shoppin ard TM! i finally got my OP brown skirt! hehe...though felt a little heart pain paying the 36 bucks, i still would have have the skirt! hence i ignored that little reluctant voice in my mind and bravely gave the money to the cashier! HAHA the skirt is MINE! all mine...

time flies when enjoying... soon my watch showed 3 pm and oh no! it's time to go home liao! gotta complete that stupid Dpp assignment 4 which is on vaccines and travel pack medications! sobz...obtaining vaccine info online is so tedious! so little info! dun care liao...i'll juz anyhow dump something inside! hehe...then will be going over to dearie's place ard 8 pm! he is workin at his uncle's coffeeshop till 9 pm! think i'll reach his place before he reach home! luckily dearie duplicated his house key for me! HUGGIEZ to dearie...

Some Kitty Pix

2005-10-28T19:10:00.000+08:00

KITTY PIXZ

Wanna see how milky and tigger look like when they get up from their nap! hehe...YAWN! they look sooo kawaii...i juz love them!

Tigger!! haha.. he look like quite fierce here... so yet he is so cute!!

Milky! haha milky really looks like she juz woke up! hehe she is lying on dearie's blanket! cozy cozy!!

Tigger lazing ard!! tat is dearie's hands! think tigger really like my dearie...wuhaha!!

SUPER TIGGER + his side kick..dearie! hahaha...dun u think they look like father n son! oops... ;P

Milky's Serious look!! haha dun mess with this kitty! if i din recall wrongly, think she saw some birds on the balcony hence wanted to jump out but i was holding onto her! haha...

Kittenz ATTACK! haha...they are not fighting la!! they are juz playing ard! Hmmm wonder is the pic clear?!! from my com..it looks kinda of blur! haha the one on the left is tigger while milky on the right! milky is lying on her back!

Tigger is ignoring me ah! sobz...i kept callin him to look up but he refused! kept biting his green little bear! tat was then favourite toy! haha...

Me and My Silly Imaginations

2005-10-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

Me and My Silly Imaginations

Tired tired tired! today is like hell at the pharmacy! the prescriptions kept rollin in and piling up like mountain! everyone were like antz running around the pharmacy and it was sooo squeezy sia! everywhere i walked, i would bump into someone or kena stepped by other! sighz...i suffering from sore toes liao! >_< though tired..time passed by reasonably fast! i din really feel tat today was a drag! hehe...

Happy! FINALLY my out-patient pharmacy survey is done and can typed out liao! finally felt tat my MP is going somewhere and not juz building sandcastles in the air! :) now have to wait for liwei's retail survey...combined and hopefully next week can keep distributin the surveys for patients to do!!! after work, i went to school to borrow some books for my MP! a big thanks to nan kai for the free ride! he really is a good driver! hahaha and i am once again i am inspired to learn driving!! i wanna drive!!! :) managed to get some books on TQM and hope it is useful to my MP!

The school library was pretty empty and super quiet at the upper levels! i supposed it is still the holidays hence not many students ard the campus! went to level 6 as all the books on customer service was located here! i think i'm only one at level 6! SCARY!! it was awfully quiet! this was when my imaginations started to run wild! i recalled my conversation with dearie the previous about this playstation game where u need to use a camera to catch ghosts and stuff! then he was describing those scary scenes of those ghostly sightings! ah ah...his words stayed in my head till i zzz last night and they re-surfaced when i realized i was all alone at level 6! sobz...i imagined using my hp camera to capture those ghosts wandering along the corridors of the school library! lolz..think i'm nuts but tat silence was unbearable! :p i'm juz a silly ger with silly imaginations!!! tat's me...

Brand New Week!

2005-10-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

Brand New Week!

it is a M-O-N-D-A-Y!! MONDAY! sighz plz dun get me wrong...i'm not excited that monday is here! the weekends flew past like no one's business!! dreading the remaining working days at the pharmacy! >_< plus my perceptor is back in action! project stuff is rolling in once again and i'm starting to feel like a slave!!! the only comfort i can think off is...one day down to the weekends! :) i wan my dear! after ytday's heartful and tearful tok with dearie, i realized i loved him lots! i always felt that i am a strong and independent individual but guess i unknowingly grew depend on him over the year! is not a good thing but is not a bad thing as well! Good as at least i'm given the chance to experience such strong emotions...felt new to me! scary! excited!! is juz an amazin feeling! :) bad in a sense that my mood would be strongly linked to my dearie! like this would result is unnecessary stress which i would not want it to happen! guess i have to seek out a balance once again!! no matter what i feel so lucky that i found HIM! WILSON TAY WEI LONG! *BLUSHED*

SIGHZ! i think i really dislike on-line quiz! i'm never good at computers!! ms hor had to reset the test 2 times for me liao! so paiseh!! i was not supposed to press the ENTER button after each question but at the 18th qn...i simply got too carried off and pressed it! ah...once again i was kicked out of the assignment with qn 19 and 20 undone! sobz embarrassed..i called ms hor and she agreed to reset the test for me! haha i had a second shot but got this strong feeling she would expect me to do much better than the rest since i had an extra chance! sianz!! dun care la...i juz give my best and pray for the best!! now i'm waiting for ms hor's sms to give me the GO AHEAD sign that i can re-do my test A! i did test B liao! so now i am here...blogging to kill time! :p

LOLZ! Later is American's Next Top model Finale!! can't wait to watch!! though i noe the results liao, i still wanna see how the gers perform! my fav is naima and guess what..she is this season's winner! LOLZ! so proud of myself! i have good taste!! then first espiode of this season, i set my eyes on naima to be someone big coz she really is diff! well she isn't those really beautiful WOW WOW gaga kind but juz diff! as what tyra banks always said, "YOU MUST HAVE TAT EDGE!!" hahaha and i simply loooove tyra banks! she is so so so gorgeous but smtimes i find her a little bimbo-ish! hahaha...i can stand a little bimbo-ish but PLZ not too much! :p can't wait for 10.30 pm!!

HMMM where is ms hor... i wanna do the test! get over n done wif... ah ah ah...

A Series of UNLUCKY Events!

2005-10-22T15:06:00.000+08:00

Today should be named as Janice's A SERIES OF UNLUCKY EVENTS!!! it only had been half a day and i feel quite rotten liao!

first of all...i had to wake up at 6.50 am in the morn coz i had to report to work by 8.30 am! sianz! is a sat and i'm still working! been seeing prescriptions..drugs...packing...getting scolding off n on through monday to friday and now i had sat to my addition! thanks goodness is only this week sat that i'm working at the pharmacy!

Today was not busy at all compared to week days!! and onli a few staff are on duty!! it was so free that Priscilla had time to test me on a few drugs in the pharmacy! today's test item is ACE inhibitors eg enalpril, captoril, quinapril etc etc!
1st qn: what other drugs are in the same class as enalpril? (answered)
2nd qn: what is the frequency of enalpril and catopril? (answered with the help of mimics and michelle!!)
3rd qn: what are the difference between the ace inhibitors? (found the answers but din have time to tell priscilla the answers!)
this out of this 3 qn...i only got qn 1 right! sobz...i'm really sux in drugs!!

Spent my remaining hours topping up drugs to their respective containers! Packed from cardiac first and ended at the respiratory section! i left the pharmacy right when the clock hit 1 pm! rushed to bedok interchange to bind dearie's gift which consist of a booklet! :) then off to school to find project books anf for gym!

THE ULTIMATE DISASTER!! the gym closed at 2 pm and i reached sch at 1.55 pm! 5 min do what?!! see the guy close the gym ah?!! nvm...i went to the library in hope to get some books for my project and guess what! the library was closed! it closed at 1 pm! sad sad!! i went to school for nothing! wasted time n $$$!! i went to the school website the previous night to find the closing time of the gym n library but the site was down! i can't access and decided to try my luck today! well well.. is sheer unluck! sighz!!

as i tot i will have some peace on the way home! got this old couple boarded bus 69 with a little boy! he was crying...shouting and stuff... and they sat in front of me! that bro's crying and wailing simply pissed me off! i really wanted to give me two tight slaps on his face and shut that sickening mouth of his! ah...i'm really not cut out to be a parent that the rate i'm going! i have no patience for little kids and some time the sight of naughty kids irritates me! thanks goodness dearie never said he wanted a football team in the future! haha i might juz faint if he says that! i felt so relieved when i alighted the bus! sighz...the first half of my sat sux hence i hope life will be fair to give me a better second half!

Hoping... praying...

Shopping Rox!

2005-10-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

Work was alright despite the crawling time and my endless and useless attempts in staying away from THAT GUY from work!! the out-patient pharmacy ain't that big hence it is inevitable to not bump into him! ah ah ah...now i juz hold my breath whenever he walks past me or stand near me!! hmmm do i sound mean?!! sighz i think i do BUT the smell is really driving me BONKERS! headaches!! Thanks to nan kai and liwei...making my life at the pharmacy more bearable! wuhahaha....

After work, i met up with Rowie at Bugis! we were supposed to meet at 6.30 pm but somehow i got there too early! thanks to all those rushing after work, i reached Bugis at 6 pm! sighz went to get Dearie's gift! hehe i can't write what i get for him here as he might be reading my bloggie hence it is a secret! lolz!! after buying the gift, went to kino for some browsing ard! saw some guys in business suit loitering ard the section where kino display those Japanese COLOURFUL magazines and i even saw this guy buying 2 mag! haha...shd i find it disgusting??!! haha think i was more amused than disgusted! :P

soon after tat, rowie was finally here!! lonely no more! hehe...had some snack for dinner! i had sushi...happy happy!!! i wanted to wat long john de but rowie dun allowed coz of my sore throat! sighz!! but thanks goodness she stopped me...or else i wun have the chance to feast on my sushi!!!! :) after dinner...was shopping time!! walked ard bugis for serene's bday gift and rowie oso had to buy another fren's gift! hmmm i realized we have lots of frenz tat are oct babies! is not good...i'm almost broke! SOBZ!! i still have another fren's gift to buy! ah ah..no lunch for me le! :( AND i set my eyes on an OP brown skirt! hmm is not really a skirt!! there is a pants inside! it cost 36 bucks! i will buy that skirt! is juz a matter of when i would buy! Hopefully next week!!! HEHE...

me and rowie were pondering over a few options of what to get for serene...
1) a addidas sport bra
2) white and pink colour purse
3) a sweater
4) nike vouchers
Hmmm after much discussion and asking yaya (the other shareholder of the present), we decided to get her the bra! think it would come in handy as she quite into sports! :P personally i would have chosen the purse but is personal liking! serene might not like it! sports bra is a safer option!

Somehow time flies when one is enjoy! after buying rowie fren's gift which is a classy swatch watch (rowie..i think it is really nice!!! we have good taste!), was home sweet home!! my mum called me to say my bro was running a fever! i had to go back and help out in the housework...hmm okie la! helped out a bit and i had to rush to blog and do my project! lolz...

Sighz really hope today evening had last longer! i really wan to shop...gossip ard with rowie but somehow i have to say goodbye to today and reluctantly WELCOME tml! yet another long and draggy day at the pharmacy! can't wait till my attachment is over!! haiz...

Thinking of going to the gym tml! shd i? shd i? haha i guess i shd!!! plus have a free ride to school...hahahaha!!! got to shed all those disgusting and unwanted fats off me!! GET OFF ME!!! :p

What a LONG day!!!

2005-10-18T19:17:00.000+08:00

Sighz...i tot monday was a drag!! never did i expect today was even worse!! time seems to be crawling...or should i say stationary!! sobz wonder how to survive thru the remaining 4 mths in CGH! though i would be rotating departments and doing diff stuff, all my head wants to do is HOLIDAYS! i really need a break from everything ah!!

then there is this new guy that juz joined the out-patient pharmacy! ah...i dunno is it he sprayed smthing on his body or he naturally smell like tat...i REALLY DUN LIKE standing next or near him! he carried this funny feel that gives me the headaches!! i told liwei but she can't smell it! hmm my nose is too sensitive liao but i really cannot take it liao! i will be keeping my distance le...

Can't wait for the weekends! oh xi gua juz found out 2 cool chilling out places! one of them is called Mondo Cafe which is located at Bugis area (the shop houses opposite golden landmark) and the other is at Cine leisure level 4 (i think!!) called Friends Cafe! really fell in love with these two places once i stepped foot into the cafe! :) Both cafes give me the cozy and romantic feel to it...an ideal place for lovers! Frenz too! i had a great time chilling out at Mondo cafe with rowie! having one of our ger talk! wuhahahaha! and i had lots of fun with wee, von, emily, YY and Joanne at Friends cafe, celebrating YY's 19th bday! can't wait to go back to this two cafes...hmmm was thinkin of bringing dearie to friends cafe this coming sat!! must let him try the smoothies and coffee there!!! :)

Monday Blues?!!

2005-10-17T19:47:00.000+08:00

Having slight monday blues at the start of the day!! i miss my dear terribly!! i miss my pals terribly! i miss my kittenz terribly! but all got better as the day went by...

At work...things were as usual!!! packing drugs!! topping up drugs!! starting to feel like a robot...doing the same thing over n over again!! the change would is Hafeez went up to the In-patient pharmacy department while Nan kai came now to the out-patient pharmacy to join me n liwei! haha...will miss hafeez! wuhahahaha!! oh and thanks to nan kai for giving me a lift to sch!! save time n $$$!!! :)

Realized i have lots of work to do!! prescription log book...MP...SIP reflection log book blah blah! so much...my prescription book is still nil! i got most of the prescriptions le but haven't start doing! sianz!! MP proposal draft is half way thru...got to type and send to my supervisor for approval! gotta to continue my research as yen yen will be coming back soon! got to let her see some work done! sobz..my head is explodin le! i wan a break!! holidays where r u?!!!! the only comfort i can look forward to is wed outing with rowie and thurs gym at school!

AND finally...i wan dearie!! miss him!!! can't imagine the month of nov without him beside me! :(

I Realized...

2005-10-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

I Realized...
Pain is a thing that gives me silence...
No talks... No complains...
I just want to be left alone to sort my minds and cradle my own pain...

I Realized...
Loneliness is a thing that does not scares me anymore...
I like the emptiness within... i like the serenity that surrounds me...
I juz want to be abandoned by time in an endless journey...

I Realized...
Independence is a thing that keeps me moving on...
I like the feeling of standing tall... i like being where no one there...
I just want to be someone i can respect when i see in the mirror...

I Realized...
Now... Is my...
Crossroads...

New Handphone!

2005-10-09T10:07:00.000+08:00

HAHA..NEW HANDPHONE!! but is not mine...is my sister!! guess what brand hp she got! Siemens CX75! hmmmi never really like Siemens hp coz i felt it was not user friendly! i still recall my Starhub days, i normally introduce Nokia and Sumsung hp tp customers! haha...now filled with regrets coz i realize that other brans are cool too eg like my LG Hp! haha...

This is my sister's latest hp! is not the new model but it looks cool enough! have camera, video and MP3 functions!! sighz so much better than mine but i still love my hp! coz it looks more classy! wuhahaha....

This is my LG7050!! bought quite some time ago! had a hard toime lookin for its pic online as it is already a super old model!! haha...but i still tink it looks like a classic! :)

i realize i have a variety of frenz tat used different brand of hp! obviously nokia is the most! no surprise huh?!!!
Nokia - Dear (used to motorola), emily, Hafeez, my bro, Jessie, Nisha, Rui (she has two hp!), Suhaila, gary and the long list goes on...
Panasonic - rui...
Sumsung - Wee Wee, von, wendy, rowie, xian qi, richard...
LG - ME!!
Siemens - my sister
Sony ericsson - Yaya, liwei, my mum...

HAHA what a colourful Hp life...

Yes I Am Back...

2005-10-08T10:38:00.000+08:00

FINALLY...my internet is back from the dead and is sooo alive n kickin!! Life been miserable since my internet abandon me! i can't do my assignment, i can't check my emails, can't msn with pals and can't blog! Phew...glad tat is all over! thanks to my brother! haha the saviour of the computer! CHEERS! had not blog for a pretty long time...guess i have lots of catching up to but i not really not in the mood to blog! hence decided to blog on some random tots i had for the past 2 weeks of my life! :)

Random Tots

Went to library this week and borrowed three novels! YES is those kind of love and trashy kind of novels that gers like to read! wuhaha...i'm a romantic xi gua by heart kk!! juz completed one book..title "LOVE LIVES" by Josie Lloyd and Emilyn Rees (they are a couple by the way!). Kinda of like the story but there is one paragraph that caught ny attention! guess is coz it reflects how i feel sometimes in a relationship...

"But the love she felt for him was no longer an active kind of love. she'd spent too much time waiting for him. Waiting for him to be there for her, waiting for him to give her some sort of signal that he was hers. and when he had, it had simply been too late. Even if she could skip back in time to jason's proposal on Sunday, in the full knowledge that she n ned were over, she still wouldn't have accepted. how could she live with jason, when she knew that potentially there could be someone else like Ned, who couls make her feel tat kind of passion?"
Quoted From Love Lives by Josie Lloyd and Emilyn Rees.

Always wonder is there someone else out there tat might make me feel more alive! so far..NONE! i'm happy with my relationship wif my dearie but at times, pple tends to wish for more! am i straying?? i hope not...but at this moment, dearie is the one i wan! MUACKS! HUGGIES!

How ironic can it be! i am a victim of my own MP! my Major project title is "Urinary Tract Infections in Women" and i am a victim of it juz last thursday! what a ridiculous joke!! luckily i went to the doc earlier and saved me for much agony tat i had last time!!! recovered from my infection and now i am down with a sore throat and blocked nose! sighz...i feel very heaty! my lips are swollen and my mucus is yellow in colour! CHOP cfm is too heaty liao! ah i juz hope to get well soon! supposed to go sch this morn for a swim with emily n von but i had to back up at last min! my mum dun allow me to.. she say sick liao still wan to go swim!! sighz...sad! had exercise for a week...xi gua silently sweared tat once i am well, zoom off to the gym le!

Managed to get almost the complete set of makeup! lack of my blusher! hahaha...felt a spent a bomb over cosmetics but somehow i feel is necessary!! sooner or later gers have to noe how to doll up n stuff! i dun wan to wait till then to get jumpy and confused! now is SIP...the best time to get myself trained up! hehe... '

i realized one thing! i really wanna be a flower vase! haha...quite pathetic huh?!! Honestly i hope to be a pretty flower vase with a good head on my shoulder?! in simple terms, someone with brawns and brains! wuhaha!! and i really wanna be a SIA ger! been months since i declared my lifetime's goal and it is still going on strong! i have to double up my dieting plan and exercising plan right after i recover from this bad bad flu! ah...health is killin me again!

haha... i guess i gotta stop here le! bro wanna use!!! hope i will be able to continue blogging later when my bro is done using the com! sighz....

2nd Week at CGH's Out-patient Pharmacy!

2005-09-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

Today marks the start of the second week of SIP at CGH! think i'm having monday blues ba! time crawls at work and somehow been sooo restless through out the whole working hours and by the end of th day, i'm mentally drained! worst ting was tat i had to do a rough pregress report for my major project and email it to Ms hor!! after dinner...me went straight to work and glad tat the email out le! ah...i juz hope tat SIP can go pass faster!! it is starting to be a torture to me le.... the more i work at CGH, the more i feel tat i chose the wrong course! working in a pharmacy is not where i wanna be stuck my ass in!! ah... having regrets that i hope that i can ignore!!! : (

bought my very own weighing machine! haha..got it at $9.90 during the sales at CGH! now i can gage my own weight at home other than weighing myself during each gym session! haha...hope i can fulfil my dream of becoming 47 kg! haha somehow felt that i become little too siao about my weight thingy le but no freak to all my frenz! dun worry...i will take good care of myself de!!

okie dorkie le...gotta run le! start doing my Dpp assignment.. haiz! life sux at ths very moment...

Quiz Time!!

2005-09-25T11:34:00.000+08:00

Jealousy Test

You are 17.46% jealous!For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.396083 people have taken this test to date.

This percentage means that : You have very few jealous traits. You rarely over-react and have a handle on the severity of situations. Whatever jealous attributes you do have will not present a problem in relationships, and will sometimes help.

Personality Test

You scored a 62.16%.For this test, the average percentage is 52.280202533721%.48782 people have taken this test to date.

This score classifies you as:
You have an open mind, yet are firm in your beliefs. You are trusting of people and have a fairly easy time making new friends. You live a happy life and will continue to do so if you stay the way you are.

No Time to Blog... No mood to Blog...

2005-09-24T19:42:00.000+08:00

Wan to blog but dun have time to blog...
Wan to blog but no mood to blog...
Wan to blog but dun have time + mood to blog...
Haiz.... ....

First Day At Work

2005-09-19T18:13:00.000+08:00

First day at Changi General Hopsital... :) things went well! nice working environment with nice pple..well so far those tat i have met la! arrived at CGH at 8.50 am! the rest of the CGH gang are already there! sighz actually i was late as the meeting time of the gang is 8.30 am but i took a long bathe time tat i overshot my planned time! sobz...but luckily i reached before 9 am hence we were all considered early for work! hehe...

The day started out with introduction to the out-patient pharmacy pple then followed by a tour around the hospital! it is a pretty huge hospital...hence losing way ard is highly possible! hmmm gotta rem my way ard le..esp when i start store and in-patient duties as the venue of these duties are at level 9! after the tour, it was meeting time with the person in charge, Mr Lim! he is super nice! he informed us abt what we are supposed to do, our major project titles etc etc! AND the most impt thingy is our PAY! sighz it was supposed to be 440 bucks per head but now is reduced to 300 bucks! know y?? it is becoz CGH actually wanted 4 students only but TP kept persudaing them to take in 8 students! in da end.. both party settled with 6 students hence the pay is divided by 6 and not 4...leadin to a lower monthly pay! :( quite low lehz but compared to those students that dun even have pay, i'm considered quite lucky le!!!

After everything...me n liwei headed to the out-patient pharmacy for our day out! well is half day for me coz i have to attend the YMCA-citibank award ceremony back at TP! we were told to pack medicine n stuff...quite relaxing tasks but tedious as they are lots of boxes! sobz..i felt so bad tat liwei had to complete by herself after i left at 1 pm! Hmmm tml will do more to repaid back ba!!!

Left CGH at 1 pm for TP! hahaha...von, mango and wendy was late coz wendy was dis-missed late! sobz..i went in to the ceremony LT alone! felt so weird sia! the ceremony started at 2.30 pm...lolz wee n gang arrived at 3 pm! hehe but nvm..juz in time for the prize ceremony! HAPPY Carelicious got merit award and $500! hehe...this 500 will be divided among the 4 of us therefore each will have 125 bucks! hehe...now wonderin how should i spend this $$!! think i will try to complete my makr-up set, treat my dear n my cousin to a meal! hahaha....excited!!!

xi gua hopes tml will be a good day juz like today... SMILE!

Tony Roma Report Card

2005-09-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

Yes! Finally! Yes...finally 3 long days of work at Tony Roma is over! lolz...i dunno do i feel relieved tat i can finally take a rest or sad tat i have to leave tony roma for at least a 5-mths period!?!! HONESTLY i think is more of relieved! :p had some changes to my schedule which i was not informed about till wed (the start of the 3 days work) i went to see my schedule before i start work! bleh...orginally i should end work at 10.30 pm on both wed n thurs but they changed to 10 pm! but returned me back my one-hour on fri! pengz! hence e working time tat i had worked was...

Wed: 10 am - 3.30 pm / 6- 10 pm
Thurs: 12.30 pm - 3.30 pm / 6 - 10 pm
Fri: 2 - 11 pm

Wuhaha...fri's one is the most scary and tiring! Actually i'm supposed to work at 1 pm but due to the Morn Virtual classroom meeting for the MP project discussion, i pushed back the time! well true enough...despite starting an hour later, i was still late for work! sweats...reached the restaurant at 2.10 pm! haha...but no one scolded me hence escaped PUNISHMENT!

Learnt Issues

1) Batt pulled me to learn how to set up the bar on wed morn when i was doing opening! At first he asked me to set up the bar...but i told him i nv did tat duty before! i tot he looked horrified?!! hahaha...perhaps to him, everyone should noe ba!! i tot he would leave me alone after tat but he called me to the bar instead! i still could rem what batt said, "Janice! U! Me! Open bar! Come!" wuhaha...think i was my turn to be horrified! dun really wanna learn how to open bar...heard is a pretty tedious task and i wun have tedious duty to befall on me! No No!!! well the bar training was pretty okie...batt din get to teach everything coz we were interrupted by a phone call hence batt told me to arrange the table settings and he would continue the rest himself! so this is a brief summary of my half bar training!

2) OH MY GOODNESS! i have to do side station!! This task is normally done by guys de...coz need to carry lots of chill and tomato sauce ard the place! sobz...in my 2.5 yrs in tony roma, i never did side station till wed n thurs! i told grace tat i nv did before..it was her turn to be horrified! wuhahaha...in da end she got Richard to do but i feel bad plus i'm pretty keen on learning how to side station duties! everytime i'll hear those guys kena this duty complain complain and complain, hence i always wonder is it tat bad?!! well i finally can try it out for myself!! Richard was Side station trainer!! haha richard is a good trainer...he makes e effort to teach everyting in details and explain all my qn! wuhahaha my side station training was put to the test on thurs when i self volunteered to do the duty! hehe finished the duty within 45 min with a little help from xi xiang! hahaha...feel so proud of myself! i deserve a pat on e back!!! *PAT*

DISCOVERIES

Where would be a work place without gossips be complete! Tony roma is no exception...in matter fact, it has one of the most gossips i had ever heard! LOLZ...first of all was Joanne (this philippino full timer whom is on work attachment at tony roma) and Sue seems to be interested to be in my ah..xi xiang! wuhaha never expect xi xiang is soooo attractive! frankly speaking, i was once attracted to him as well! not becoz of his looks (he not those good-lookin kind anyway! bleh!!!!) but his personality! he quite gentlemen and friendly! :) i'm proud tat i could be having another few more ah ma le! wuhahaha...

Another discovery is a sad one! i learn tat one of my bestest tony roma colleague broke up with his gf! it was a shock when ah pa told him as i tot they were still going on strong! think they been tog for a very long time le...5 yrs?!! i think more than tat ba coz they got tog during their JC days and the ger juz completed her medical degree! i'm not sure what lead to the breakup and i wun go ask coz xi gua is not a nosy fruit! hehe!! i juz hope e both of them will find THE ONE tat is right for them.. i wish them all the best!!!

Saw the ugly side of some SIA gers! i managed to serve a SIA ger today! she was with her frenz tat ain't in the airlines job! she really looked chio...and her figure is WOW but once she opened her mouth, it was bad word fly! pengz!!! and her voice was those kind of low and croaky type! sweats...i was quite disgusted by her attitude when she tok to her frenz! super ah lian kind!!! no wonder wee told me i gotta adapt to this kind of workin environment! sighz for my dream...i'll jia you de! i'll adapt but not mix too much with such sia gers1 i bet tat ger smokes!!! is juz a third feeling tat she drinks n smokes!

Mistakes

think i din work for a long long time hence lots of stuff i did wrongly esp on wed! wuhaha i arranged the table setting wrongly!! this is the basic sia but i got it wrong! the remaining wed was pretty okie! no major errors but juz blur blur kind! thurs n fri was okie...grew used to the pace le! happy...but i will have to leave again!! wonder will i ever work in tony roma again?!! coz after my SIP and after i grad, i would be trying SIA and JAL le! then i would oso try to look for a temp job tat is related to my field of study! Hmmm...think when i can afford e time then go back! if not...is BYE BYE to tony roma le! sighz....

Okie dorkie..think i will end my tony roma report card le!! wuhahaha i haven't even pom pom yet...and i feel like a full slab of babyback ribs! haha! buaiz...off to the bathroom!

Third Entry of the Day

2005-09-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hmmm this is the third time i'm blogging for today le! haha..as i said before, i simply love blogging but i guess i wun have the time to do some for the next few days till fri as i'll be working at Tony roma le! sobz tml doing opening..gotta reached Tony roma before 10 am! ah...there goes my beauty zzz le! then gary juz sms saying i'm doing openin with a new full-timer! hope things will go smoothly coz i really very blur lehz!! been quite some time since i last worked le..hope i wun do any BIG or silly mistakes tml! sighz...feel so fan jian! only have two weeks of holidays and yet i go work tony roma somemore! come to think tat i still complainin tat i dun have enough time to enjoy myself! pengz...major pengz...

haha okie dorkie le...actually i have nothing to say de! hands itchy...juz wanna blog only! wuhaha... me go zzz le! nitez pple!!!! tml is morn shift at tony roma! need all the energy i can get...

My Mum Supports Me!!

2005-09-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

Oh my goodness! My mum suuports me to join SIA or JAL after i graduate from polytechnic!!! last time i hint hint ard..and din tell her the reason y i jian fei despite her countless of questioning haha!! now i finally told her everything...she supports me! she say if i can get in..y not!! it is a rare chance! HAPPY..it feels good to have the support and best wishes from parents! :) hence i will jia you to jian fei de... YES!

SIP Placement!

2005-09-13T18:57:00.000+08:00

Juz got my SIP placement for my sem 3.2! i got Changi General Hospital!!! HAHA CGH!! is at Simei...close to my house! i practically have a straight bus home! hmm well not really straight la as i have to travel to bedok interchange to take bus 9 but the bus will bring me right to the door step of CGH! no worries about the transport fee le! my mum was nagging about the transport fee if i got too far away from the east but now...CGH shut her up! silent once again!! LOLZ...though i really hoped to get Singapore General Hospital as Dearie's house is juz nearby, i feel grateful tat i had been given CGH! will jia you for SIP de!

After the SIP n MP briefing, i realized tat sem 3.2 is going to be a SUPER stressful one! there is a SIP project and Major project which each is a 8 CU module! sux! the requirement is soo much...so lot stuff to complete over a period of 20 weeks! 20 weeks = 5 months...though 5 months is a long time, u see the workload, u will noe tat 5 months is NOT ENOUGH! not enough at all...sighz guess there is no used complaining or whinning le! i juz have to stay focus and do my best... :)

sighz today got back the PMT term test paper 2 and got a peep at pa2 term test 2! both i passed but not a goodie grades! For pmt i pretty okie with it..i juz hope i can get a B for PMT! sighz! as for pa2...tat stupid john lam is making me worried! he asked me how i fare..i told him i pass the paper! then he asked what grade i hope to get...i told him i hope for a C! sighz...i really hope i can get a C!! i'm praying hard for it!! sighz i dun wan to fail pa2!! john lam told ai qin tat the are a handful of pple tat failed but there will be moderations! hope he will moderate well...then let everyone pass! PRAYING!!!!

after the SIP briefin, went to tampines swenson for the PS gathering cum mr ko farewell lunch! tink everyone had a hearty meal...the food was delicious!! nice food...cozy atmosphere...the presense of close pals...it makes separation even harder! sighz at the end of the whole meal...when everyone was about to leave, the tot of not seeing everyone hits me strongly! everyone is posted to different places for their SIP...it would be quite some time till we see one another again! i will surely miss everyone.... :) HUGGIES!!!

Rewarding Day

2005-09-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

Today was a rewarding day indeed!!

wuhaha..Went to the Australian University Exhibition at RELC building!! i was companied by Wee, Vonnie and Qin!! this exhibition is all on Health Sciences courses tat are offered by various uni in australia such as James Cook Uni, UNISA (which i tink they sux big time!!), Notre Dame Uni, Curtin Uni etc!! not much uni were there compared to the previous exhibitions as this time is only on health sciences courses!! we approached a few uni...Notre Dame uni rox! the teachers are super friendly and are very patience with us! i kinda of like the uni!! it is located somewhere near Perth...in a small historic town!! their sch buliding also looks very historic...their lab looks like a place where little kids can do play dough! wuhaha...from the pic and speech given by the two teachers from notr dama uni, i had an urge to go over to study! but i was brought back to reality by my mum as really...we had never heard of Notre Dame Uni before and there are only 7 singaporean students over there!! little risky to invest my education over at Notre Dame!! i guess so...i would not wan to waste money n time in an uni tat might not be recognized locally! hence to play safe..i guess if i really go over to aust to further my studies, it would be Murdoch uni le! furthermore Murdoch Uni has Li chan over there!! hehe...i wun be lonely le!!!!

Before we left the place, we approached UNISA to make quiries about their pharmacy course!! first of all...i was disgusted by their attitude! so what we are Poly grad...we oso completed our course and i think what we learnt is more practical and relevant to pharmacy then a levels students! does a levels students noe about medical counciling?? does they noe how to write drug prescriptions and stuff!!?? what the hell lor! UNISA teachers gave us tat sickening face..give us their stuck up attitude!!! OKIE OKIE we got the msg tat UNISA is a TOP F**king sch in aust! SO?!! UNISA can go eat shit!! so pissed off...i was further agitated by this guy representing bradford collegewhich was located at the booth next to UNISA! no one is asking about his opinion, why can't he juz keep his big and stinking mouth to himself!!! he said in this sarcastic tone tat by right NO AUST UNI will accept poly grad into Pharmacy!! wat the hell lor!! if so..then y james cook uni say can?! !! Murdoch uni says can! Curtin Uni say can!! western aust says can! new south whales uni say can! so..what makes tat FUCKING (think he deserve to have the F word spelt out for him!) mentality of his thinks tat poly grad can't have a chance to fo pharmacy lor!! some poly grad even go all the way to study medicine!! hope tat guy can juz shut his mouth! think his mouth is sooo stink...no wonder there is no students at his booth! what the freaking bastard he is!! our mood was practically spolit by tat bastard!

Luckily my mood was recovered when i met up with shiya at takashimaya!! think it been some time since i catched up with her le! haha she is the same old yaya with longer hair! :) we spent our evening shopping at Far east plaza! had lots of fun!! think i'm starting to be more n more like ger le! Hmmm or should i say woman?!! i simply love shopping le! in e past i detest shopping! i find it to be a total waste of time where we juz spend our day walking ard seeing stuff that we wun buy!! y can't we juz decide on what we want to have and juz go straight and buy it!! BUT now is a totally a different story le! i enjoy the shopping experience! me n yaya walked the whole far east and we got ourselves stuff! hehe...i bought a black tube and a cloth belt!! spent close to 30 bucks while yaya got for herself a green skirt which i felt looks great on her!! haha he legs are slim...dunno y she kept complainin they look fat! sweats...if her legs are fat, then what are mine?? SIGHZ! we had long john silver for dinner! the food tasted great though is not any delicacy! haha perhaps due to the fact tat i had not ate long john for i-dunno-how-many-months le!!! think my craving for fast food had been satisfied! :p

After far east...our next destination was heeren as we wanted to go to the Johnny jrs' shop! there are so many kawaii pic of kattun n news! they are simply so adorable sia!! have the urge to buy a few pic home but i only have 5 cents in my purse! sobz...but nvm! rowie promised to get some kattun stuff for me from japan! hehe lookin forward for her return this coming sunday!! hehe...rowie wan wan shuai!!!!!! we left heeren at 9 pm where i met up with dearie at city hall! dearie is at the way to bedok to meet his army pal to collect something! happy coz i wun be alone in the long journey home! dearie's fren was late...so late!!! hence i companied dearie till his fren called him! dearie walked me home then rushed back to bedok interchange to meet his fren! think by the time i stepped into my house..i was quite exhausted le...but i'm a happy person!!!!!

xi gua sort of dreadin wed - fri as i juz got my tony roma schedule for next week!! pretty scary sia...i will be super busy!!
wed: 10 am - 3.30 pm /6 pm - 10.30 pm
Thurs: 12 - 3.30 pm / 6 pm - 10.30 pm
fri: 12 - 4 / 6 - 11 pm
pretty tedious right!!?? nvm nvm! i can oso jian fei as i worked plus will have some income to cover what i had been spending so far! though i feel a little lazy n reluctant to work, i will still jia you de! since i write the schdule tat i can work...YES i SHALL give my best with a half-hearted manner! lolz..juz kidding!

Feels Nice To Be Home....

2005-09-10T21:26:00.000+08:00

HAHA...juz got back from dearie's place! din bear to leave dearie but i have to! gotta be home before my mum reached home or else she might be seeing red! NO NO i wun want tat to happen!!! sighz supposed to be at my ah ma's bday party now but i decided to give a skip! y?? i juz can say i bu xiao le!! choose to company dearie over my own ah ma! actually me n dearie wanted to go over to the party de but we dunno how to from outram as hougang bus interchanged is removed! now the buses there are only buses to malaysia kind...there isn't any singapore buses le! sobz then i oso dun feel like wasting $$$ on cab..AND it had been raining cats n dogs the whole day, the weather simply makes me lazy! din raelly wanna travel all over the place! i can only say i bu xiao ah ma... haiz!!

Hmmm dunno izzit tigger feels gulity about scratching me...he very guai today! when i carry him, he doesn't struggle n stuff! when i call him..he will come over and give me head buds!! haha...kawaii! sighz he is making me gulity for hitting him ytday! he was so naughty ytday that i hitted his butt! do i sound cruel?!! ah..sorry if i am but i'm really annoyed by tigger! Milky been a goodie ger this week!! at night..she zzz beside me! think tigger was zzz under the bed ba...coz the last ting i rem before i entered dreamland was Tigger walking towards my bed and disappeared beneath it! wuhaha...thanks goodness they din really create any havco when i was asleep as i woke up in the morn to see the room in one piece! :)

HAPPY! i finally got to read D-Cray part 5 le! part 4 left me craving for part 5 and now part 5 left me anticipating the battle between GOOD n EVIL in part 6 which is coming out in Nov! sobz so long more...dying to see it ah! can the author draw faster??!!! I simply LOVE part 5...oh a new character! i forgot his name le! Paiseh...never good at remembering names! he belonged to the bad guys...the Devils tat are trying to eliminate mankind! however that new character is not a demon nor devil...he one of the chosen ones to so-called kill humans! he so shuai...his nationality is spanish by the way! WUHAHA...was asking dearie if he was supposed to be in the story, which side will he be?! guess what..we both choose the same ting..to be the bad guys! dunno lehz...somehow playin bad guys seem be cool!!!(?) haha...as i said before..i not a really goodie person! *wink* Believe??

At Dearie's House!!

2005-09-09T23:10:00.001+08:00

Xi gua is now at dearie's house but there is no Dearie! Sobz...he supposed to be home de but he last min got guard duty! sickening officer...sick sick stupid officer...took away my dearie's break! dear say he will be home tml morn ard 9 am + then at night ard 11 pm tml he got to be at city hall area to move some stuff army materials and equipments! Ah..sianz! how can bully my dearie! but nvm...at least now dearie can attend my ah ma's bday party le! tml gotta call my mum to tell her the change of plans...

Though dearie is not at home, i got jessie to company me! hahaha...we had a fair share of fun and pissed off sessions..not with each other but with the kittenz! to be exact is TIGGER! today he gave me the ultimate PRIZE!! i was bathing for him...he disliked the water so much tat he practically scratched my thigh and the scratch is really deep! i got the pic in my hp but i can't load up as i dun have my cable to load to jessie's com! sighz..i sent the pic to dearie...he said the cut was quite bad!! OF COZ BAD la...after the FIGHT with tigger in the bathroom, i can actually smell the blood smell as i left the bathroom! sobz...i'm SOOO angry with tigger! and when me n jessie was drying him using a hair dryer, he suddenly got violent! REALLY AGRESSIVE sia!! me n jessie gotta tie him up...but he kept trying to run till he almost got himself choked! PENGZ...stupid cat! he struggled..he growled at us and esp at the sight of the hair dryer! sighz...think he had a bad experience le!! he was trembling when everything was over! honestly i'm still quite pissed with Tigger esp when i see the wounds on my arms, thighs and chest!! really wanted to juz kicked him out of the house but din! sighz...bad day with animals!! i'll keep my distance....

HAHA...as all can see xi gua had change her blogskin le! dun u guys find this blogskin more pleasing to e eyes!! hmmm it gives a more sober...mature...grown up feeling?!! well it does to me!! somehow feel should use a more grown up blogskin le...HEY i'm 21 yrs old lehz! wuhaha...but yet again, i'm YOUNG at HEART! :)

Shockin Discovery!

2005-09-07T20:06:00.000+08:00

Shockin Discovery!

OMG! i found out tat tigger my baby...is not a SHE! is a HE! today was cleaning dearie's hse when i saw two mini balls growing at his butt area..err immediately i went AH! got a strong feeling tigger is a male kitty! i quickly went to check Milky's butt! there were no mini balls! sighz...called Jaime to cfm their genders and true enough, AH tigger is my baby kitty boy! and milky is still my baby kitty ger! sweats...worried when they reached mating age! sighz..gotta discuss with dear about this! was thinking about..sighz..getting Tigger to the clinic..and CHOP! sighz...i really dunno what to do! having giddy spells now...

today gym was fun and satisfying though din ran tracks! had a good sweat out!!! as the weights section is opened..vonnie n i went to try out the weights! sad to say...the lightest is 2.5 kg! AH too heavy le! i dun wanna break my arms ah! LOLZ...think i shd try 1 or 1.5 kg but where to find!??? really wanna get rid of my Bye Bye symptoms.. sobz!

Spring cleaning at dearie's hse went okie!! it was pretty tiring but at least me n jessie manged to clean up the bedrooms, the hall, kitchen n toilet...swept, mopped and wiped the furnitures! hehe...yet another good exercise!! :) hopefully today i managed to cut down some weight!!! haha... fingers cross!! hope dear when returned home will feel happy! hope jessie have a clean environment to study in! :) hahaha after one cleanin session, the next will be starting soon1 gotta start packing my room le...notes all over the place, juz like a pig sty...yucky!!

Jessie >> All the best for ur tests and examz papers ah! study hard...jia you!

My sister >> Jia you for next week prelims papers too! :) must study ah... get all the As back home! CHEERS!

Busy Day It Shall Be!

2005-09-07T10:01:00.000+08:00

Busy Day It Shall Be!

HAHA...xi gua's day would be packed with stuff! in awhile time i will be meeting vonnie in sch for morn gym n the usual track running tat we promised our self must run weekly! haha..as what von said think we were all in the jian fei mood this sem except for wee wee! she is a hard nut to crack but we are still trying to influence her ah..lolz!

after gym...von going over to her dear dear's hse for lunch! heard he is cooking a ai xin meal for her! so sweet..romantic! my eyes turning green with envious le! wuhahaha...my dear now having outfield training till this fri hence no sms from him...no calls from him! sad but can't be helped mehz! so for the time being i better got my own stuff done, then when he comes back i got more time to company him before he flies over to australia for his one-mth NS training! ah..this time is one mth! sighz xi gua is dreading already....

then xi gua will be going over to dear's hse to clean up his house!! haha sort of wanna do a big spring cleaning! wuhahaha jessie end sch at 2...then she will come home to help as well! BUT i will make sure she does her hmwk first! haha..studies more impt mehz! hehe okie le...me stop here!! gotta change and rush to sch to meet vonnie le!!!! will update tonight! buaiz...

ZOOM...i'm out of here....................

OVER! FINALLY OVER!!

2005-09-06T19:20:00.000+08:00

OVER! FINALLY OVER!!

YES!! Examz are over!! i'm free..so free!!! Today is Dpp paper and it's completion at 12.30 pm marks the end of my poly life examz! :) i wun miss examz! I WUN MISS!! hahaha...i can't say for the future but at least for now, YES I WUN MISS EXAMZ! today's paper is okie...compared to last year, the paper is easier but more tedious especially the long list of drugs tat had to drink their MOA! luckily i left quite a lot of emphasis on my drugs! LOLz...but there are some parts which talk about counciling points, sighz i din really study tat part hence i had to foresake some marks! i juz crap watever i can rem! :p

After examz is OUTING time with Wee, Vonnie, Emily and Yingyou! :) haha had lots of fun...had a full lunch at kenny Rogers (Suntec), then went shopping at Bugis junction!! hehe...happy!! Bought my apple green giordano v-neck shirt, took neo prints and got my eyebrows trimmed which looks quite sux now! sighz...the ger trimmed quite unevenly...one side is thinner than e other, i gotta learn now to draw liao! AH nvm...think this is a good chance to learn how to draw eyebrows le! SOB...

I simply love the neo prints my frenz n i took today! so kawaii...can't wait for wee to scan to her computer n enlarge! hehe...then i can oso place them in my bloggie! :)

Today is simply a wonderful day! Y? haha...besides marking the end of my examz and got some stuff off my wish list etc...haha!! my dieting plan had paid off! i was re-assured once again about my hard work from my colleagues at Tony Roma! hehe...they all say i silmed down a lot! haha...music to my ears ah! i'm now in cloud 9! :) then went to Giordano Bugis branch to buy my shirt! haha i asked for L size...the sale assiant said i should be trying M coz L too big for me! wuhahaha...this is the first time someone told me tat! :p another round of music to my ears! haiz though silmed down but my wish is to become around 48 or 47 kg! i must continue to jia you ah!

Sha La la... :)

Unexplained Feeling...

2005-09-04T11:11:00.000+08:00

Unexplained Feeling...

Xi gua is feeling weird...little restless..little frustrated...little upset...little angry...little exhausted! i guess is a little bit of something besides anything positive!

Dunno y i'm feeling this way!! woke up this morn to a heavy head and it was worsen tat my nose is struck once again! any ting comforting was tat at least is only one nose tat is giving me problem BUT i'm sick of being SICK! what the hell my body wan from me??!!!

Felt i had not been going out for a long long time le! today supposed to attend one of my JC pal's 21st bday party but i can't as i'm in e midst of my examz! Dpp paper on tuesday and is soooo heavy! so many things to read..i been studying but somehow felt nothing went in! nothing much was registered into my head! How vexing is tat?! ah..frustration building up within! i can sense it...

Felt tat i had isolated myself from my frenz! suddenly felt so alone!! All those MSN chats, sms msg and telephone calls ain't doing any wonders!! i still feel sooo unwanted!! i guess i always feel this way when i am having examz! HATE IT!!! my determination of going over to Australia to further my studies had been shaken! if i'm over there...i'll be further away from my frenz...my dear..my family and my kittens!! ah...the tot seems horrifying enough in my head!! ah..what is happening to me?!! where is tat independent xi gua!?? haiz....

Sigh i shall not go on...feeling more blue than ever!! it is a BLUE BLUE sunday!!!

Funny Dream!!

2005-09-03T13:36:00.000+08:00

Funny Dream!!

HAHA...What a funny dream i had!! dreamt of emily n vonnie bringing me to see the doctor at a polyclinic at an unknown area! then dunno was toking to them about my dad...saying in the past my dad is e one tat brought me to see e doctor! can't rem what went on in my dream but i rem going to a room with the door number 512 and been given a telephone 2241154! wuhahaha...i told my mum about my dream then she said maybe it was the last night before Hell Gates close hence my dad is giving me some golden numbers to buy 4D! true enough my mum went to buy some of the random numbers tat appeared in my dreams! haha if she wins then i'll surely get her to buy me at least 2 items from my wishlist!! haha... mp3 must one of them!! EVIL LUFF!! anyway the funniest thing is not here yet! the telephone number tat appeared in my dream...sweats..it very similar to the temple's telephone number tat my family placed my dad's ashes at! the numbers are the same but juz the sequences were little mixed up!! and e endin 2 numbers is the age tat my dad passed away!! *COLD SWEATS* when my mum told me...i sorta of freaked out! haha but he is my dad mehz! No need to be alarmed... :) Juz find the whole thing super amsuing...

Sighz xi gua shd be studying Dpp now but simply have no mood to do so!! ah...the sight of my Dpp books and notes disgust me ah! i wan my freedom... wan the holidays... ah ah i wan my SIA / JAL dream ah!!!!!

Insomnia!

2005-09-03T03:34:00.000+08:00

INSOMNIA!

Xi gua is having insomnia all thanks to my black coffee i drank in the afternoon! i knew this would happen coz i have low resistance to coffee...now i can't zzz!!! i rem the last time i drank coffee was last sem's examz period too! i couldn't enter dreamland till ard 5 am in the morn!!! wonder what time i can zzz this time round?? hmmm...interesting!!

was pondering whether should i drink or not...coz i really need to finish my drug lists by today hence with tat in mind, i swallowed it all down my throat to my tummy...digested and absorption in my small intestines..MAGIC!! i am wide awake till now! well dun really regret drinkin it coz i'm almost done with my drug list le...hehe!! there are a few drugs tat i do not have sufficient info hence gotta come online to search for the missing pieces and abt done le! quite pleased wif myself sia...HAHA big head liao!

Nway i changed my blog music! it is still by kattun...but all of them la! this song is much peaceful compared to jin's solo song!! hahaha...this song quite romantic but i dun think u guys can catch what they are singing coz is in japanese and some parts in english which kattun's way of pronoucing the words seem weird! not that clear...haha so juz enjoy the groove of the song ba!

was wanderin around reading other pple's blogs...haha went to wee's blogs and STOLE the pictures the whole PS students took with mr ko and ms hor! haha i love the pic! very nice!! haha decided to post some of them here.... :)

HAHA think everyone wasn't prepare!! well some are actually....wonder what was i telling vonnie?! haha.. i can't rem!! memeory failing me...

this pic is the READY one! everyone SMILE... :)

Some Random Tots...

2005-09-02T12:39:00.000+08:00

Some Random Tots...

Superstar Results

Kelvin won! was kinda of shocked..not regarding the rumour tat i had heard but coz kelly did perform much better than kelvin! hmmm dunno how pple vote!? how nice the finals was Jun yang n Xin Hui!!! when they were performin...i almost melted when Jun yang started singing while i was so excited when it was xin hui's turn! i love their duet song...haha they look like a playful couple sia! as wat my sister say...they look more like superstar than kelly n kelvin! i hands up..AGREE!! nevertheless...congrats to kelvin! the SUPERSTAR!

Ben >> haha okie la! is a rumour la! wuhaha but u nv noe what is doing behind scenes! there is always a possibility of some fishy business lurking ard the dark corners of the world of unknown! haha....

DDP Revision

Sighz!! having a huge headache when it goes to Dpp! where am i supposed to start?! i haven't even touch my notes, excluding them la!! so many dieases to remember...so many drugs and their mode action to register in my memory bank! how am i going to survive thru this weekends?!! seriously, i have no idea but i juz have to stay focus and chiong ah!! haha suddenly recall one of the Yamapi's pic tat i posted up on my bloggie ytday! the one with the Japan head banner on his forehead! haha..kawaii!

Think i'll start out with merchandising PBL package 3...think is easier to absorb! business stuff somehow seems easier to rem and plus some common sense..wuhaha should be a problem! i hope so...Haiz tonight is coffee all the way for me! Black cofffee... sleepless nights...

My Bloggie Music

haha getting a little irritated over the song le but i'm lazy to change! not tat i dislike the song...i love it still but the starting of the song is little too abrupt...dun u think?! lots of time i open my bloggie site..the music juz blast out! wuhaha giving me a fright...think i'm too timid le la!! think will change after my Dpp papers....

SAD! Beta lycos circle is closing down this 17 sept! ah all my precious songs r loaded inside...why!! i need to transfer my songz to another site le...i sign up for tripod le but they dun seem to have a account to store audio lehz though they claim to have! hmm what is going on? can someone help me??!! anyone with a tripod..HELP ~

Australia University

Sigh still in a dilemma about studying in Aussie! there lots of money involved...and i wonder do i really wanna excel in this field tat i'm studying now!! i hope to be a pharmacist but somehow i feel i'm not cut out for this line! i sux at dispensing drugs...i'm bad with those long and toungue-twisting drugs' name...i dislike long and tedious lab works etc etc! really feel i choose the wrong course le but no used in regretting now! i came so far le...i can't turn back at this time! in another few days' time i'll be having my last exam papers for my poly life...i only have to continued what i had chose for myself le! However the turning point is after my poly years...when i graduate out!! will i go to Australia to further my studies??! if so what will happen to my SIA /JAL dream!!!?? ah...headache sia!!!

Ytday was toking to li over msn...then she suddenly say durnkards came back le! next min is there is a fight going on out...she could hear! SWEATS...for a moment i felt it was a danagerous place to be! hahaha...but li say juz stay in the room will be okie! Then she said is due to some re-arrangements in the hostels hence lots of problem! something about moving the american students out of their hostels n stuff...i dunno the whole story... *shrug shoulders*

Li >> must be careful ah!!! doesn't seem safe...

wuhaha okie dorkie le... think i gotta go study le!! lots of Dpp stuff to study, hence better to start early! wish me luck ba... and jia you all my PS frenz!! Last paper....juz give this very last lap all we got! CHIONG ~

News 3rd Pic Gallery

2005-09-01T19:58:00.000+08:00

NEWS 3rd Pix GALLERY

Haha once again xi gua is here with yet another NEWS gallery!! :) this is my 3rd gallery..found some kawaii pic!! haha...but think u gotta be a NEWS fan to appreciate them ba!!? haha i like them... BLUSHED!

#Pix 1
HAHA of coz will start with a group picture!! :) Find this pix nice nice...think is a magazine cover ba??!! felt massu looks nice here! very boyish-looking! i always have this thing for boyish guys..look at my dearie u will noe!! hehe...

#Pix 2
4/8 of NEWS!! haha...from left to right...tegoshi, kato, koyama and Uchi!!!

#Pix 3
The other 4/8 of NEWS!!! Anti-clockwise from the top...Masuda, Ryo, Yamapi and Kusano!!!

#Pix 4
KATO KATO!! HAHA...think he looks very very cool in this pic!! wonder is this a candid shot or a post?!! dunno izzit my imagination..felt kato is getting more n more shuai each time i see their pic! haha!! but i must not be so greedy! i must stay faithful to kame Chan as long as i can..YES! BUT i can't help drooling over kato with this pic...

#Pix 5
Ryo!! haha this is e only guy tat nisha felt got some macho feeling in him!! haha the rest of news + kattun was helplessly called GERS! sobz...my frenz all sad sad!! haha..gotta agree tat Ryo among them got more of the MANLY feeling! maybe he is one of older member ba?!! Ryo is as old as me...but i'm older coz his birthday is in Nov while mine is in Jan! haiz...

#Pix 6
Masuda aka Massu and Tegoshi!! Hmmm think they should be very good frenz ba..found lots of pic on them tog!! :) i rem massu once said during their volleyball tour, he was roommate with tegoshi therefore i think tat was when they became goodie pals ba?!! HMMMM friendship WAN SHUI!! wuhahaha....

#Pix 7
OH...WHAT ARE THEY DOING??!!! haha getting ready to fight?! haha can feel their anger oozing out of their eyes?! hahaha....think Tegoshi shouldn't smile in this picture lehz! aiya he spolit the FIERCE feeling... :p

#Pix 8
Think this pic should be taken when they quite young ba! look at Tegoshi (the last one at the left!)...he look so young! like a little kiddo...but a kawaii one! Haha beside Tegoshi is Kusano! SWEATS...he always have this playful look hanging over his face! Yaya felt tat if she had to choose a NEWS member tat i have the a similar personality to him..it would be Kusano le! honestly i feel honoured sia! Kato looks normal! smiling away as usual! Err what is masuda doing..SUPERMAN!!! ZOOM....

#Pix 9 and #Pix 10
BOMB Edition! look at the different expression displayed on each NEWS members' face! Kawaii ne ~ i like Kato and Masuda's expression best! Hmm y is yamapi's face always the biggest in most magazine! not fair...PROTEST la...

From pic 11 to 15 will be all Yamapi-chan's pic! haha not being bias la..juz tat manage to fins lots of kawaii n interesting pic on him! he is chop chop confirm the most famous one among NEWS! found some many sites on him...sweats!! But i dun deny he is good-looking! those kind of pretty boys...think he is even prettier than me! sobz...why!!!!

#Pix 11
GANBATTE NIPPON! getting ready to study liao! haha this is what i look like before i start my revision ba?! haha me not tat kawaii la! really like this kind of pic coz gives this young feeling! sighz is always good to be young!

#Pix 12
After studying must of coz eat la then can have energy...but y is he having tat face?!! err.. is the food tat bad?? *Roll eyes*

#Pix 13
PENGZ supposed to study...Yamapi when to play!! haha so this is what he does during his playtime ah?!! errr is he little too old to play such stuff?!! i like his hair...as in the colour and the highlight!! wonder if my dearie have this hairstyle, how would he look like?!! Hmmm trying to imagine...

#Pix 14
HAHA after study, after a horrible meal and playtime...now is rest time ba?!! wonder what is he looking at?! must be smting interesting ba...notice his lips curling to a smile!?? haha scully is a chio bu...u never noe ah!

#Pix 15
Last but not least pic is a lovely snow pic! sigh i have never seen snow before...hope in one time in my entire life i will have the chance too! :) for now i think i gotta be satisfied with lookin at pictures with falling white snow and it does not hurt to have a shuai ge in the pic! *wink*

End of my gallery le! haha happy...manage to upload 15 pic to my bloggie pic collections! smtimes i wonder will NEWS themselves visit my bloggie before?! haha if so...can u guys tag my shoutbox?!! WUHAHAHA...

Fruitful but Tiring Day...

2005-09-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

Fruitful but Tiring Day...

Tired ah!! Today is the last term test paper for my poly life...din felt much about it! wuhaha perhaps due to the fact tat there is still one more paper before the arrival of the holidays! and this paper is major one...40% of the whole subject and heard it would be a hard one! sighz...think gotta chiong liao la!!!

After the paper is DDP revision lecture which i felt time seemed to be crawling! i almost fell zzz while listening to Mr ko rattle on and one over the long list of drugs! ah...i juz wonder how he could rem how many drugs! amused and amazed...bow to mr ko!!! getting restless with each passing min during the lec coz all tat my mind could think of is my routinue run!! haha...din manage to complete my routine 10 rounds ard the track coz it was raining heavily!!! went to gym instead and waited for the rain to cease or stop! true enough...hehe it stopeed where i seize the chance to run 4 rounds! i wanted to run 6 rounds but my stamina left me panting n stomach cramps at the 4th round! hence i ended up walkin thru my fifth round hence...

Today's results:
1) ran 4 rounds ard the track
2) walked 1 round ard the track
3) 20 minute of track mill
4) a little while of cycling

wuhahaha...got myself all sweaty, sticky and smelly!!! BUT felt a sense of achievement...finally can get back my health and exercise! must jia you to slim down to 48 or 47 kg! ah..my ideal weight!!! hope is not only a dream...

Hmm wondering shd i do my NEWS 3rd pic gallery now...but sort of tired n zzz!!! plus watching the chinese serial over channel 8 now!!! hehe...really like the actor call Cui Peng!! his character is called Yao Lie in the show! think he was the latest Star Search male winner along with Felicia Chin!!! :) he very kawaii... but not as kawaii as my kame chan! HAPPY..........

Third Entry of the Day!

2005-08-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

Third Entry of the Day!

HAHA...this is xi gua's third entry of the day!! think this will be my last one for today...going to zzz soon! juz read thru my GMP notes...think shd be okie ba?!! juz hope the paper tml will be an easy one! hehe..fingers cross!

About the SUPERSTAR entry i wrote..haha is juz a rumour! this was what i heard from my sister...haha got lots of pple bombin me what qn about whether is it true!! honestly i oso dunno myself...we can only guess! hmm do i sound like i dislike Kelly from the bloggie entry?! hmmm i guess i do ba coz i really felt Xin Hui shd have enter the finals instead of her! haiz... but now..whatever!!!

Was lookin thru my brother attachable drive of songz...there hundred over songs in tat drive if u guys wanna noe...and found some favourites tat i used to like a lot in the past! hmmm maybe when i was in pri sch and sec sch! some songs are Backstreet Boys' I'LL NEVER BEARK YOUR HEART, Another Level's FREAK ME, Simply Red's STARS n HOLDING BACK THE TEARS, Spice Girls' WANNABE and the list goes on! brought back so many fond memories!! was treating my ears to a feast of songs...they left me humming the tunes as i was revising GMP.. haha!!!

sha la la...hmm..la la...

Juz finish GMP revision!

2005-08-31T16:27:00.000+08:00

Juz Finish GMP Revision!!!

happy...juz finished studying my GMP!! is only one topic..hence took less than 2 hours to finish my revision! hope i can remember what i studied...later will read thru the second time for refresh my e information in my head!

Guessed what my sister juz told me!!?? she said the SUPERSTAR contest is juz a hoax! the winner is Kelly!! no matter what happen tml at the SUPERSTAR contest...no matter if her singing sux...her performance makes pple wanna faint...she will still win! My sister's fren is one of the TCS actress's sister fren..then tat TCS actress (Ericia..noe who she is? she is Ix Shen's gf!) sister told my sister's fren tat Kelly already signed a contract with the music company le! this whole superstar thingy is juz a show case to introduce kelly to the public!! then y Xin hui is out despite tat she sang better is coz everything was staged out! at least the public can see Xin hui is the better singer!!! then y they chose wei jian to enter the finals is coz the producers are afraid tat Jun yang's popularity is too overwhelming that kelly might be overthrown! and e producers were oso shocked tat junyang was so talented and popularity had reached an alarming height! sighz...hence they decided to kick junyang out but signed with him to be an idol!

If this is all true...what sickenin contest is SUPERSTAR?!! gettin talented individuals as a stepping stone for others!! sighz...what the media can do?!! sux if this is true...but no one knows!! kinda of lookin forward to tml's contest! if kelly win...maybe this rumour is true! u nv noe.....

RELIEVED!!!!

2005-08-31T12:45:00.000+08:00

RELIEVED!!

Finally Pa2 paper is over! this is the subject tat makes me damn freaking nervous since the start of this sem! i'm never good at calculations...i dun have a good analytical mind...and i dislike long tedious lab works! sighz...then wat the hell am i doing in thus course?! wuhaha!! today's paper was not tat straight forward especially section B but it was much easier than term test 1! hmmm maybe coz i was more prepared for this paper than the other hence seems much easier to me! Plus i'm always more interested in HPLC stuff than numerical calculations such as what ppm, w/v, w/w etc!!! well, nway i'm juz glad e paper is over! over n done...and juz like what vonnie's msn nick said..I WUN MISS PA2! :)

As i'm bloggin...wee is giving me lots of JAL and SIA gers bloggie to read! haha i enjoy reading their bloggies coz of their pic...they are pretty little things to look at and most importantly noe more abt their training! wee is like preparing me for the interview sia! but after readin their blogs...i realized i have lots and lots more to improve in before i can say i stand a good chance of getting in to SIA or JAL!!

Things to improve:
1) my speech!! i tend to speak too fast then i'll stumble my own words! BAD!!
2) Japanses if i'm trying JAL! i can get li, yaya or rui to help me! sighz...regret not continuing ,y japanses!!
3) gotta lose some more weight...though i lost quite a bit le, my hope is to silm down to a 47 or 48 kg! tat is my goal...jia you ba xi gua!!!
4) brush up on my makeup! my makeup skills sux to the core! i can't even draw a nice line with an eye liner!! i always end up looking like a panda bear! y? i'm a miserble ger...
5) be more independent mentally! i feel i'm still like a little child...my mentality can be so kiddish at times!! comparing to some of my frenz n peers...i have to grow up! be more mature...xi gua strived to me the best of what i can be!

sighz... typin so much makes my hands weak n eyes dry!! i still have to study for GMP paper tml! little too excited to zzz or to study...sighz!! now my head is filled with JAL n SIA stuff...haha but i'll try to settle down! tml is the last official term test paper for my entire poly life...i shoudl end it well, dun u guys think so?! wuhaha... ALL THE BEST TO MY FRENZ FOR TML'S GMP PAPER!

CHEERS!!!!

in e Midst of Pa2 Revision!!!

2005-08-30T16:42:00.000+08:00

In the Midst of Pa2 Revision!!!!

Juz finished studying the whole booklet on HPLC, IR, UV and TLC notes and read up the notes from Pa1! sighz...head little spinning! juz started reading thru the Method Validation chapter...ah no mood at all! still have the data analysis and particle size analysis! sianz... sianz!!!

Realized there are so many stuff tat i wanna do after examz!! first of all is pack my bedroom...so messy now! books and notes all over my bed...all my stuff in the drawers are in a mess as well! think examz periods are always like tat! then the other thing that i'm looking forward spring cleaning at dearie's hse and re-decorating his room! wuhaha...actually i liked arrangeing stuff and spring cleaning! juz like a typical housewife...hahahaha!!!

I wan to be my dearie's wif!! Mrs Tay!! OH NO...then Kame chan how??!! he be my lover??! Hmmm...

PMT Paper Down!! Next Will be Pa2!

2005-08-30T13:27:00.000+08:00

PMT Paper Down!! Next Will be Pa2!

Today's PMT was easy!! i not saying i'll score super well but i'm glad tat the questions i can answer!! the questions are quite straight-forward..juz like DDCT! u practically can cut and paste from the notes! before the test i was soooo afraid...coz i din really study much for this paper! though i read thru my notes 2 times ytday, it was REALLy juz READING thru! i din really make an effort to memorize much! Phew...thanks goodness the paper was not a killer one!!!

Sighz..in the slackin mood! haven't started pa2...in a matter of fact, i juz woke up from an hour nap! sobz din really zzz well as my mum kept walking in n out of the room! i could hear her footsteps which irritated me but i was too lazy to get up to ask her to stop it! pa2 is another paper tat i'm scared of! sighz...din really do well for this subject so far! ah i should be most serious for pa2 but y am i slacking!?? coz maybe it is an open book test hence dun feel the urge of memorizing anything but nevertheless i would study de! come to think of it...this will be the last time i will ever touch pa2 le! PLZ dun send me to a lab to do pa2 stuff for my SIP!! NO NO.......... got a nagging feeling tat i'll be going to a polyclinic for mt sip! sighz i hope is SGH sia...coz near my dearie's hse mehz! then felt i can learn a great deal of stuff from a working environment like SGH!

Haha...i feel like posting another Kame pic but i am running out of his picture le! haha...hence i decided to post a kattun Jin pix instead! haha Jin is the one whose song is playing over my bloggie!!

Yaya >> dun get me wrong ah! haha i not fighting Jin with u ah!! haha...juz suddenly have the urge to post one of his pic! so here i am...scully tml i'll post Junno pic!! hehe... Junno for suli.... *wink*

Haha Akanishi Jin which known otherwise as BAKAnishi Jin! wuhaha...coz some time he juz act some BAKA-ish!! think tat is why so many gers fall in love with him ba?!!! no no...i'm not one of those gers! hehe...i like TALKING EYES Kame chan!!!

PS: Made this bloggie entry purple fonts to match Jin's song mehz!! haha!!!! Hmmm.... somehow felt tat my bloggie is getting too HANA HANA-ish le! OMG...am i really 21 yrs old??!! sighz think i shouldn't hide my age le...honestly i'm only 12 yrs old! EVIL LAUGHS!!!!! :p

One Down! 3 More to go!

2005-08-29T15:03:00.000+08:00

DDCT Paper Down!! PMT paper tml! sighz...i dread tml's paper! i even more dread about studying PMT later! lots of stuff to memorize...lots of stuff to absorb in!! lazy to study...lazy to do anything at all excluding blogging, eating, zzz-ing and daydreamin of Dearie and Kame Chan! evil luff....

Today's DDCT paper was pretty okie!! the paper is harder than past year's one but it was still manageable! the questions are quite straigh-forward..if u dunno means u dunno le! sighz the sponsor's responsibilities din come out at all!! little sianz coz i studied on tat part quite a bit in hope it will come out! sighz...nvm at least the rest i can answer! really hope to dp well for DDCT! hoping for a B or B+! A is out of the qn coz i din do well for the first term test, hence i have to set my expectations lower for a B or B+...

took the same bus home with winfred..haha i made lots of discoveries!! haha big and fat juicy discoveries about e people ard me but i shall not spill any beans there!! haha promised to zip my mouth and tat is what i will do! *wink*

tot will be going to sentosa after the DPP paper next tue but got a strong feeling it wun be as wee wee got appointment with her sec frenz le! think they plan to go Fisherman's Village ba!?? haha i nv been there before but i heard the food there is heavenly delicious! hmmm maybe one day i gotta pulled dearie to go with me!?! haiz then think i will have to search for my own plans le!! Yaya n rui start school le...hence think they would be busy with school stuff! Rowie is my biggest hope so far but think she would be at work unless i meet her in the late evening! hmmm tot of asking my cousin...she oso having examz!! i fear her examz haven't finished as i only have one exam paper which ends next tuesday! i see how tings go ba... feeling clueless!!

Where is Kame Chan!!??? I wan Kamenashi kazuya!!! :p Is he playing hide n seek with me?!! sobz..

Searching >>>>>>>>>>>

Finding >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Looking >>>>>>>>>

Oh i Found him le! hehe...so shuai!!!

WUHAHAHA...i think xi gua is out of her mind!! oh no...i'm a peanut brain!! tat is what dearie say i was ytday *Annoyed* haha at least i'm better than him...he no brain! wuhaha....

HANA HANA!!

2005-08-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

HANA HANA!!

Sigh..this is bad! Xi gua back to the HANA HANA mood! OMG..kame is so kawaii ne!! was watching the KATTUN Pirate Concert vcd and once again was DIAN DAO by Kame chan!! maybe is his eyes ba!? very nice and intense eyes when he looks at th camera...then during the interview special, he was toking abt his new pet doggie Xiao Ran! so kawaii...his eyes instantly lighten up!! then he smiled shyly sayin Xiao Ran is his biggest love! haha...how nice i have a doggie to call myself as well!! ah..KAME CHAN!!

Kamenashi Kazuya!!! He looks nice in pink...wun u think!!
Nisha >> haha he's MY FREN KK!! haha... :p

CHanged song

2005-08-28T17:27:00.000+08:00

Haha...xi gua managed to find Kattun jin's song PURPLE from my songs folder!! haha the title is in japanese hence i tot i din have the song as i only noe its english!! was hearing some cds tat i have burned some time ago then heard the song...then was thinking since i had burnt this song before, i 100% have the song in my computer! hehe went to try my luck..and BINGO! found it...is the LIVE version hence sounds quite noisy...with bad echo and the fans screaming!! sighz but still can hear Jin's voice!! :) i changed the song le...for pple for still likes the previous song, can refer to my song list!! hehe i placed the song here!! *wink*

My dearie!!

2005-08-28T11:25:00.000+08:00

As xi gua is blogging...think my Dearie should be preparing to go to work at his uncle's coffeeshop! Hope he din go back to his dreamland ah! will call him soon to make sure he's out of the house!!

Dearie is supposed to report to work at 12 noon hence he have to leave the house by 1130 am! i called him at 10.30 am to wake him up...then i called again at 11 am to check on him and sure enough he went back to zzz! haha i juz knew he would!! hance will call at 1130 to see he out of his house le ma!! though some may feel tat it sounds so troublesome that i have to call dearie every now n then but it felt is okie! maybe i'm used to it le ba?!! haha no matter wat he is my big baby...gotta take care of him! haha...of coz i hope he have more disciple when it comes to such things! but he did improve a lot after entering the army...haha so i'll leave him to the army!! after army then i'll take over to TRAIN him..evil luff!!

Haiz juz finish studying 2 chapters of DDCT for tml paper! now going back to continue the last chapter! for a moment i juz hope tml come faster so i can get over n done with for the term tests and examz!! smtimes waiting for smthing can be so torturous sia! ah ~

Blogging Once Again!

2005-08-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

Blogging Once Again!

Now i shouldn't be here but i juz can't stop myself! haha...i'm in love with blogging! helplessly..and hopelessly in love with blogging! i'm incurable ba! wuhaha....

Went round reading bloggies then came to jessie's blog and saw a few pictures that she posted up! there was one pic that instantly caught my eye and simply fell in love with it!! it was a pic of a sunset!! it was not an ordinary sunset..it was a purple colour sunset!! it is so beautiful...how i wish i was here seeing such a breath-taking sight! the song reminds me of Jin from KATTUN's song PURPLE tat he composed n write himself! the song is saying he is in love with a ger who have a bf le but he juz like tat ger. they went to the beach and stayed there the whole night..then they saw a purple colur sunrise/sunset (i dunno which one that Jin said he imgained he n the ger saw!! hah but sunrise n sunset looks almost similar..right??!) haha.. this pic is smthing i sorta of expected them to see! romantic right??!!

Purple Sunset... ...

What Am i Doing

2005-08-27T11:38:00.000+08:00

What am I doing?!!

Xi gua promised herself not to touch the computer but as all can see...i failed miserably!! y?? i dun have the determination to stay away from my com..am i a computer addict?! oh no...shd be studying DDCT now but am here online! Timing is so unright...sighz!!!

Realized the things occupyin my head is not things tat i studied for the past few days but it is all on things tat i have planned out to do after examz!! i wanna buy the apple green giordano v-neck top ah!! saw vonnie wore and i think she looks great in it!! really wanna have one piece for myself as well!!! now giordano is having offer of 3 for $33...trying to get pple to buy!! i aksed my sister whether she wan...she say shw dun mind! so i need one more person...who can help me??!! Emily...buy la! haha is only 11 bucks...plz plz! :P

Xi gua oso wanna continue my jian fei plan!! Finally get back my health...though not in top form but as least i can re-assume my jogging rountine, i'm happy enough le! :) went to gym with emily n vonnie ytday! happy...i lost weight again despite my two weeks of NO-EXERCISE! think coz of sick hence din really ate much! haha...not saying i'm happy or proud tat i lost weight due to my bad health, i'm juz glad i din gain weight instead! ran 6 rounds ard the track and did cycling in the gmy! dun dare to lift weights...well at least for now i wun coz i scare straining my chest muscles again! with tests and examz on the way...no no! not a wise thing to dig my own grave! haiz....

haha..supposed to study but yet i'm blogging away! think i better get hold of myself...haha starting with now!! gotta kiss my books le... Restricting myself... starting now.. buaiz....

Last Official Schooling Day!

2005-08-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today is the last official schooling day for my entire poly life le! wow...time flies...really flies!! in a wink of an eye, i'll be having my work attachment le! wun get to see all my pals le!! is sad but inevitable!! guess this is how life goes...but it does not mean the end!! i view it as a new beginning for everyone! :) working life is a brand new experience tat one'll go thru!! hence kinda of excited for myself and for my frenz!! hehe...

I juz say that i meet lots of amazing pple during my poly years so far!! and these pple had played an important role in my life and i believe will continue to play an impt part of my future!! Really wanna thanks my bestie pals...wee, vonnie and wendy! they are my first few frenz tat i had made in poly...and without them, i guessed my poly dayz will be like a dried up well! sighz will miss wee's THUNDER laughter, wendy's VIOLENCE and vonnie's LAMENESS when all of us go for our SIP! i will oso miss Nisha, emily, ai qin n ben!! will miss those gossip sessions with nisha, gym sessions with emily, qin's witty jokes and ben's nagging! haha!! yo guys...Must find time to meet up kk... love ya all!!!

For now... jia you for the upcoming term tests... and exam!!! study hard... :)

Interesting Stuff!

2005-08-26T19:45:00.000+08:00

Interesting Stuff...

Found this interesting passage from one of my sec sch senior's bloggie... the 5 Don'tz when u are sleeping...think this is something tat everyone's shd see.. haha!!

5 DON'TS when you are sleeping

DON'T SLEEP WITH WATCH
Watches can emit a certain level of radioactivity. Though small, but if you wear your watch to bed for a long time, it might have adverse effects on your health.

DON'T SLEEP WITH BRA
Scientists in America have discovered those that wear bras for more than12 hours have a higher risk of getting breast cancer. So go to bed without it.

DON'T SLEEP WITH PHONE
Putting the phone beside your bed or anywhere near you is not encouraged.Though some of us will use phones as alarm clocks, but please put the phone as far as possible. Scientists have proved that electrical items including mobile phone and television sets emit magnetic waves when used. These waves can cause disruptions to our nervous system. Therefore if you need to put your mobile phone near you, switch it off first.

DON'T SLEEP WITH MAKE UP
People who sleep with make up might have skin problems in the long run. Sleeping with make up will cause the skin to have difficulty in breathing and problem in perspiring. You will also need a much longer time to go into deep sleep.

DON'T SLEEP WITH OTHERS' WIFE
You may never wake up again.

FeeLinG PisSed!

2005-08-25T18:10:00.000+08:00

Seeing RED!!!!

What the hell are u..u son-of-the-bitch John Lam! how many pple do u wan to hurt with ur damn sickening attitude! esp that mouth!! hate hate it totally!!!! my heart aches that part of my school fee is going into ur disgusting money-eating pocket! the tot makes me wanna puke!! u ain't fit to be a teacher! ur lazy attitude shows that u dun even fit to be a TSO! Pissed off with u...i hope u can shut ur sickening mouth but i noe u can't!! ur arrogance make my blood boil! so what ur bro is what beacon's director or what so ever...is his achievements and NOT YOURS! i dun think u have achieve anything in ur pathetic life of yours! i can't wait till next wed when it would be the last time i touched PA2! Yucks...

Ups n Downs

2005-08-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

Ups n Downs!!! Rollercoaster!

Today is filled with events that brought my emotions along on a rollercoaster ride!

first of all was DDCT paper Quiz 2!! was super happy coz i got 32/40 for the paper! sort of took me by surprise as i din really study much for this quiz hence i guess it was really juz good luck on my side! :)

secondly is the GMP auditing session for UV assay test! my grp was the first to play auditor for my class and i think we did a pretty goodie job! was really nervous as i was the one doing the starting...think i was practically trembling sia!! was impressed by winfred's auditing skills! he really asked till the other grp which is nisha's grp, can't say anything abt the SOP! then my questions for the UV test weird weird de coz all last minute kinda of stuff!!! haha nvm...i'm juz glad is over as i fear the auditing most!!

After that gotta rush for CSAS lesson which we got back our results for the cover letter, resume and interview which all sux!! ah...all juz passed kind lor! but sort of expected as both cover letter and resume i din really put into efforts hence i got back the marks that i deserved!! no complains but regrets!! as for interview test...once again was expected as my technical part sux to the core!! then Ms lam said if at the end of the interview u dun ask questions..will get zero for tat part! sad to say..i'm one of the students tat din ask coz my mind was blank! TOTALLY blank...nothing inside except air!!! shit...i dunno y i soooo nervous! if only i can turn back the hands of time... i will not be nervous! i will stay calm.. calm.. calm.. HAIZ!!

Haha.. once the clock hit 1 pm...ZOOM..u could see 3 grps rushed down to the lab to continue the pa2 interviews n stuff!! my grp's interview went..not so good as they were lots of errors but i'm quite happy with my individual part as i was able to answer the qn tat mr Lam posed to me! in da end..my grp had to redo some parts of the project! actually i'm glad tat we have the chance to re-edit as i did lots of mistakes in the compilation and got a chance to earn a better grade! though i dun hope much from pa2...i wun wan to fail this subject! NO NO!! becoz of e re-editing meeting wif my grp members, i din get to have my weekly run with vonnie! little sad...but can't be helped! then tml oso can't as i would be compilin the pa2 project with my grp members after sch...wanted to run in the evening but vonnie got an appointment with her sec frenz hence we pushed it to fri morn! this time round MUST RUN le! i dun wanna be fat... sobz!!

And last but not least, i got back my GMP quiz 2! got 10.5/15...not really a good marks but was good enough for me! come to think of it...i din even noe what the qn was asking hence i juz tired my luck in answering them! hehe..happy tat some efforts had paid off! Once again...side was on my side! :)

sighz tml will be Dpp class quiz for the last PBL package le! i read thru my notes ard nine plus and now gotta go read thru again and if time allows...will read thru my GMP notes for next week term test paper! though it is only one chapter...it is a long one and i supposed the qn asked will be very specific! sobz hence have to know the facts super well...is it a good or bad thing?! i oso dunno...i juz accept as what thinga are...maybe this will be easier on me!

haha kk le... gotta hit the books le! buaiz.......ZOOM!!

New Glasses!!

2005-08-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

New Glasses!!

HAHA..xi gua went to collect her new pair of glasses le!! is purple in colour!! Hmmm still wondering should i wear it to school tml as got pa2 lab!! sighz but i scare if i wear too long will have headache as is a new pair of lenses as well! need some getting used first! haha i'll ponder over this decision for the remaining hours of today!

Sigh xi gua simple can't get her hands of her computer! i should be studying DDCT for next week term test paper and yet i'm here blogging away! this is bad..super bad! ah...think i'm seriously addicted to blogging and internet! NOW is definitely not the right time at all! NO NO!! sigh at least i finished my self audit addition...and send to my group members liao and studies finish for pa2 interview!! :) really hope my grp will do well for pa2 project! praying...

Wuhaha went to search for the HUMAN NATURE's lyrics for the song tat is playing over my bloggie!!

Song: Now That I Found You
Artist: Human Nature

How can I
Believe that my heart could find someone like you
You see the real me
No in betweens I had nowhere to hide

You took away the walls around me
Made me feel safe to share the truth

CHORUS
I see the heavens open
A heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer
You touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you

Believe we're meant to be
Our chemistry will last forever
And through the years we'll see some tears
We'll conquer fears together we will grow

Looking in your eyes they tell me
I no longer have to feel alone

CHORUS

You, you see me
The real me
You believe in me

CHORUS

rainy afternoon

2005-08-23T14:29:00.000+08:00

RaIny AftErnOON!!!

Rain afternoon makes me tired... they never fail to make me in the dreamy mood! my bottle of coffee ain't doing their supposingly wonders!! Rain dayz love to tickle my tos that i always kept hidden..as i looked out of my window, those shiny tiny rain drops hitting against my window panel, how i wish u are next to me! wondering how are u doing well on the other side...i juz wanna say i miss u!

Add in some more new songs to my mucic list!!
Taufik Batisah - All The Love (E)
Kelly Clarkson - Break Away (E)
BoA - My Name (J)
BoA - Love & Honesty (J)

by now u guys shd realized tat i have changed my blog music once again! yet another romantic song for romantic suckers.. haha like myself?!! haha...very suitable for those rainy blue dayz... enjoy...

Joyful Day with unpleasant MRT rides!

2005-08-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

Joyful Day with unpleasant MRT rides!

Juz got home from dearie's hse!! haha spent the whole day at his place...enjoying life sia!! had mac for lunch..bought a korean movie vcd which the cost is shared among me, jessie and dearie!! hehe...the food was yum yum yummy delicious esp the curl fries! (is tat what the fries are called?!!) the vcd we bought was very funny!! is abt this sch ger juz got dumped by her bf on their 100th day anniversary..on the way home, she was so fed up that she kicked a can onto a guy's head, causing him to banged his car onto the wall! wuhaha...e ger had no $$$ to pay for the damage done, in da end she had to sign a 100 days enslavement contract to serve the guy for 100 days till she can pay up! haha...then the story went on...fairy tale ending where the prince will end up kissin his princess! hehe...though the ending is very predictable, the jokes are funny hence is worth the money and time watchin!

After that me n dearie bathe tigger n milky which surprisingly, they quite goodie gers this time around when i bathe them!! though they still struggled but not as agressive as the other time! hmmm...they are simply so adorable today!!

for dinner...i had instand noodles which dearie cooked for me! haha i dunno y i have the craving for instand noodles n eggs recently! weird huh?! haha i;m a weirdo nway! jessie n dear had chix rice....and we watched Princess Diary 2 as jessie bought the vcd! haha the show was nice but i watched before so i din really have the anticipating feeling of what was going to happen next! think tat is y i seldom buy movie vcd or drama, unless is concert la! oh speaking of concert...hehe i helped yaya bought KATTUN's PIRATE concert vcd le! happy and the best ting is..she let me open and watch first!

Yaya >> thanks ger!! hehe dun worry...the vcd is in good hands! i'll take goodie care of it...i'll help u admire jin in ur behalf! evil luff....

OKIE...now to the least happy stuff!! sickening mrt rides!! on my way to dearie's house, i was standing in front of a group of fillippino...2 ger n 2 guys!! think the 2 gers are fillippino maids ba...then the guys looks like construction workers ba!! think i stereotyping le but tat is not the point!! they are like flirting behind...touching each other n having those high frequency luff! YUCKS...i quickly moved away if not i'll puke liao!!! then on the way home...got this 3 gers broad the train at city hall!! then they stand in front of me!! they have this slang tat irritates me instantly sia! u noe..those kind of I-THINK-I-VERY-HIGH-CLASS tone! critizing this n tat...practically critizing every single thing tat can move at this earth!! and what tat pissed me off is they say bedok is a damn flirty place..what rubbish are everywhere..and what is not a place for humans to stay in!! wat the heck...i wanted to say "u 3 fatso better take a look in e mirror and better realize u 3 are so fat and useless that u are wasting earth resources!!" sighz...can't stand such pple!!! argh....

welll...i wun remain upset over those worthless pple..xi gua will be a happy person and welcome the new week... wuhahaha...

HAppy....

2005-08-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SATURDAY...HAPPY ME!!!

Xi gua feeling happy... y? for a few reasons...

1) CARELICIOUS merit awards!!
2) Went jogging this morn with sister! finally getting back my jogging momentum le! i now juz hope my health can recover soon!!
3) Managed to upload Taufik's ALL THE LOVE song and placed it on my bloggie for all to listen he sang a little of the chorus over SHOOTING STAR and i was instantly hooked onto the song! feel he sings better than some US artists sia!! hope he can make it big one day...
4) Upload the lyrics on my bloggie!! the words are juz soooo romantic sia!
5) Have a new section in my bloggie!! refer to the left column...Dreamer's Music List! these are the songs tat i've been listening to these few days!! interested pple can have a sample of the songs by clickin on the song title!! hehe....
6) Juz finish my dpp research for monday dpp meeting! need to get it done asap as tml i'll be going out to meet dearie! later oso got to study le!! little sianz over it but glad at least all the major projects are over!!
7) Juz make a new pair of glasses!! and my mum sponsor de...hehe the frame is purple in colour! quite nice...

wuhaha... joyful joyful me!!!

SONG LYRICS!

2005-08-20T17:03:00.000+08:00

SONG: ALL THE LOVE
SINGER: TAUFIK BATISAH
ALBUM: BLESSING

Every moment, when i look into your eyes
It drives me out of my mind
And you don't even realise
Everytime you walk into a crowded room, all i see is you
Tell me why

When i touch you it's just so easy to recognise.
How much i love you
you know i get a rush inside
it's the smile you put upon my face
When i see you at the end of the day
When i'm holding you
ooh, you make me feel sometimes like

CHORUS
All the love i ever had will never,
equal all teh love we shared together
never have i fel this way, afraid and yet amazed
you are the one
Babe, you're all the love in the world

Feel you breathing, when i'm lying in the dark with you
You read my intentions
everytime i try to play it cool
You've given me a chance to be as crazy as i can
i can't express,
the way you make me feel so right

Chorus

My ordinary life no longer colors blue,
It's because of you
And baby when i look at you

it's like a moment lost within time
and no reason, no reason
will define the meaning of the lightness in you
You're the one

Chorus

OH MY GOODNESS!!

2005-08-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS!!

CARELICIOUS WON MERIT AWARD FOR THE YMCA-CITIBANK YOUTH FOR CAUSE SCHEME 2005!!

WON WON WON!!!

Xi gua juz got check my email and found out about it!! actually ms ann marie send a long long time ago but i din go check!! coz of all those nagging of reports..receipts and stuff make me damn sick of the CARELICIOUS project but now...i finally get to see the end results! we won....so happy!! will be getting $500 as reward!!! come to think that me n my other members always complain the travelling fee is so x...now we can cover part of our loss! my mum say maybe each of us take 100 then the remaining 100 donate to CCF!! think is a sort of extending the true meaning of CHARITY!!!

OVER THE MOON..... .....forgot about rushing pa2/gmp project le!! coz is over!! thanks goodness i made it in time for the project submission!! phew...so relieved!! :) and now this super happy news!! i'm once again a happy person!

THANKS CARELICIOUS...Wee, von and wendy for working so hard with me for this project! i think we do deserve this merit award! CHEERS!!

THANKS to my PA2/GMP grp members...though the compilations are last min but it still made it in the nick of time!! And sorry if the compilations sux... :0

THANKS to nisha and emily for helping me out for PA2 and Dpp!! really appreciate it...

To Nisha >> when is ur weddin ah? rem invite me lehz!! i'll surely attend..along with my FRENZ!!! wuhahaha....

Xi gua simply is out of her mind....now my whole head is juz images of what CARELICIOUS been doing during the scheme period! all of the sudden got the craving for apples and hot chocolate sia! wuhaha...

Is a Happy ending!! yes... :)

Feeling Vexed...

2005-08-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

Feeling Vexed...

I'm feeling vexed... tired but i can't zzz!! my nose is blocked... and my chest feels like stuffed up!!! sighz... all i wan is a good rest! is that so hard??! maybe it is as project date line is tml and Dpp practical test is oso tml! i haven't start studying for my dpp and i spend my whole time doing pa2 project! i dunno y i feel pissed... so frustrated!!! i only received one report so far! sobz!!! i did the cover page le...contents...abstract..acknowledgement...my project part!!! ah...i now doing left is to compile!! sighz...my head is getting dizzy...

plan to jog with vonnie... but i got a feeling i can't le!! after dpp i might have to rush home to compile project le!! ah ah... feel my life is making me so tired....

sorry if i offended anyone!! this is how i feel at this very moment...juz let me vent out my emotions!! as i said before...i am never a nice person...

Finding amusement from a boring day!

2005-08-17T20:36:00.000+08:00

Finding Some AMUSEMENT from a RESTLESS day!!!

Xi gua is left with coating notes who finish studying for PMT Quiz 3 which is tml! sighz...though this is the second time reading thru my notes, i felt like nothing went in! wif this feeling, i juz get soooo frustrated!! this was when i called dearie..hoping he can at least got my mind off the quiz!! true enough..haha his voice managed to comfort me that everything will be okie!! though i juz talked to him less than a min (he's having guard duty!) dearie managed to crease my restlessness!!! :)

dunno y been restless since i woke up this morn!! sighz...i tried to make myself focus but my head is always wandering all over the place!!! haha i feel like a walking zombie...a body without a head!! but glad that i manage to be more settle down after hearing dearie's voice! haha amused at what magical effects dearie have over me! *blushed*

as i'm typing this entry...my mum is watching superstar over channel U! sighz Junyang sang the david tao's song "I LOVE YOU"...what the hell is he doing?!! he is destroyin the whole song! quite crestfallen with his perf sia! dun really like the other guy..think he is called wei lian (??!!) so i hope junyang wins! haha...me so black hearted!!! well jun yang still got 2 more songs to prove himself...hope he'll do better! :) JIA YOU JUN YANG!

juz now before superstar was the taiwanese drama...got this korean actress which is forgot her name, Alex su and peter ho!! my mum say i look like that korean actress...haha i was SOOOO AMUSED sia!! coz i think tat actress really chio...i only felt that my eyes look like her coz both big big!! haha my mum said my nose oso look like her...honestly i'm FLATTERED!! haha sorry if i sound big-headed!! i'm juz amused!! feels good to have some amusements out of a restless day...

Juz changed two songs in one day!! actually i wanted to use Taufik's son...LET'S STAY TOGETHER but somehow was tempted to use All-4-one's NOT READY FOR GOODBYE !! this is one of my favourite song! gives a very romanatic feeling!! xi gua isn't that kind of romantic individual but this song makes me feel very sensual, sober...HAHA ROMANTIC!! hope u guys like it...

KATTUN GALLERY!

2005-08-16T19:09:00.000+08:00

KATTUN GALLERY!

Dedicated to Yaya!! this is my long promised kattun gallery!!! think u will have better pic..but these are the best ones of my collections le! u must see mehz...i have more news stuff! hehe...

First of all...KATTUN!! Japanese boy group!! Same company as NEWS!!! The best thing of all..they are all good frenz!! SIGH...envious..

HAHA another grp pic!!! kinda of like this pic coz all look natural except ueda!! haha he looks like he is trying to act cool!! he is the one with the thickest lips! haha...sorry!! me so bad...

Kame, junno and koki!!!

Jin, Ueda and Masu!!!

HAHA there comes YAYA's guy!! haha pic of JIN!! he's really very shuai...but he is yaya's one!! HANDS OFF GERS!!! :)

ERR what is ueda doing behind jin!?? haha touching his butt!! OH NO....

Ueda!!!! Finally get to see how he look like ba?!! he not bad-looking de but juz some pic he look pretty weird! he is a guitarist by the way...he very talented one too!!

KAME CHAN!! what are u doing?? playing ghost?!! haha but he will be a kawaii ghost...wuhahaha!! Kame the friendly ghost....he will be my favourite ghostly character le!!

A Day life with Kame, junno, Jin and Toki!!!! (IN ORDER!)

KATTUN's leads!! haha two leaders that are so shaui!! WUHAHAHA!

Chilling out on the sofa!!!

MY FAV pic of all!! haha not becoz they are topless la!! xi gua not that colourful kk...i like this pic coz they all like having lots of fun!! i like such fun pic...oh the one kena buried is masu!! haha the beat boxer of KATTUN!! REAL GD ONE!

HAHA here i have come to an end of my kattun gallery!! haha happy...feeling satisfied and now i gotta hit my books once again! though feel happy about my gallery...i do feel gulity about not studying for my pmt test! sobz...haha nevertheless i dun regret setting some time aside for this KATTUN gallery!! :)

Pleasant Surprises!!

2005-08-16T15:08:00.000+08:00

Pleasant Surprises!!

Xi gua's day been..pretty..okie..haha pleasant surprises!! first of all...i went to school, embracing myself for another long long session of PA2 lab doing the horribifying, terribifying, frustrating HPLC tests as adeline yap told me got some errors in our lab results! sobz...once ddct tutorial is over, everyone seems to be rushin off to somewhere!! going out or going home ba...i had to pulled myself to the lab! adeline yap said it was not cfm that we had to redo but i juz got the feeling we would! in da end me n my grp members went to the lab for look for john lam but he wasn't here!! we need to ask him about the results and see do we need to redo the HPLC tests...ms hor called him to read thru our results that yap had sent him the previous night hence we went to com lab to complete out change of control portion of the pa2 project! as me n jocelyn were doing...yap yap got the email for john lam using we dun need to redo the tests as the errors are due to calculations errors! HUARRY!! so happy....means can go home and study pmt!!! SURPRISE!

Xi gua reached home before 12 noon...but zzz till ard 2.40 pm + when i was woken up by a call from my hp! hmmm is an unknown number! i sat up, hesitating should i answer or not...i hope it is not one of those irriating ymca pple that kept haunting me for reports, receipts, accounts etc etc!! super irritating...how nice can they juz get off my back!!! after a mini fight in my head..i decided to answer! i turned out to be professor croby from Murdoch Uni! haha he caught me off guard!!! SURPRISE!!!! he was a nice person...very warm and friendly (from e tone of his voice)!!! haha he juz wanna noe where i got all the information i needed about their biomed n pharmacy course! sighz...i got what i wan from the uni but i din get what i desire from SPB! sobz.. i wan to go murdoch uni to study but where would their degree lead me too?!! confusion...

xi gua now gotta focus on my studies le...thurs is PMT quiz 3! hope i can de well for the last quiz...next up will be term test le! scary but yes it is approaching...in 1.5 weeks time! sweats!!! time flies sia!! must jia you le....chiong ah!!

More Quiz!!

2005-08-15T20:30:00.000+08:00

More Quiz!!

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.